She turned swiftly and silently and went out of the room, closing the
door noiselessly behind her. The old lady lay still in blank
astonishment. For any one to speak to her in that manner was
unprecedented. To disappear and leave no opportunity for rebuke was
outrageous. She felt helpless and outgeneraled. Not in years had her
superiority been so rudely set aside as during this whole affair. For
the moment she was bewildered, and lay thinking it over, unable even to
make up her mind whether or not she should pull the bell rope and call
some of the family, to tell what had happened. Truth to tell, she was
mortified that her well-laid plan had ended so ignominiously.
Dawn went swiftly across the hall to the door of her own room, which she
had left so joyously a short hour before.
The candles had burned low, but the firelight was flickering softly over
everything, and made the room look a very haven of comfort. The poor
child searched it furtively now, to make sure that no one was there.
For just a moment she stood in the middle of the room, looking about,
her hands clasped tragically over her heart, her eyes full of unspoken
agonies. The whole ugly import of the new mother’s words swept over her
and seemed as if it would overwhelm her. Then she girded herself to
carry out the resolution she had formed, her proud nature stung to the
quick.
On the big white bed lay her bonnet and mantle. It was the work of but
a moment to put them on, though her fingers trembled so that she could
scarcely tie the ribbons under her chin.
Charles had unfastened her trunk before he went down to supper, and set
it open for her. There on the top, where she had slipped it in after
her step-mother had shut the trunk and gone downstairs, lay the sombre
gray frock she had worn at Friend Ruth’s school. She had put it in with
sudden impulse, as being the only thing she had left of her girlhood.
Mrs. Van Rensselaer had seen to it that her step-daughter’s outfit was
perfect, as befitted the daughter of her father. No Winthrop should
criticise her for lack of elaborate and costly outfit. But the gray
dress which had been cast aside was the one Dawn had worn afternoons at
the school, and it reminded her of pleasant days among the girls, with
care-free thoughts—a little gray girlhood, which had nevertheless become
bright in comparison to the new life. She snatched the gray frock, and
in it wrapped a few light articles she felt she might need, taking only
necessities, and of those but few. These she rolled tightly in the
frock, pinned the bundle firmly, saw that it could be hidden under her
mantle, caught up her hand-bag which contained a purse with twenty-five
dollars which her father had put into her hands when she left home, and
was ready.
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