Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
I do not undertake to say which of these two presented the higher type
of womanhood, and I certainly entered into no such speculations about
them at that time, but I never had any difficulty in deciding that
Mona was the one I loved. I did not, of course, relish her fondness for
others. In that respect I considered her nature altogether too ardent,
but I found I must get accustomed to it, as she would not change.
It made me quite despondent at times, fearing I could never lead her to
feel any special liking for me. Then when she smiled upon me and sang so
sweetly to me, I thought I ought to be happy though I had to share her
heart with all the world. Still I did not relax my efforts to make my
share larger.
“Mona,” I said, one day, “I wish you would ask me to do something real
hard for you.”
“Why?” she asked.
“So that I could show you how much I love you.”
“But you have already shown me,” she said. “I cannot think of anything
more difficult than you have done. Did you not keep up a firm belief
that I would be found, even after the doctor and these wise men of Mars
had lost all hope, and did you not, by your enthusiasm, prevail on them
to enter on a difficult search for me on the moon? I have heard all
about your deep concern for me and how you were affected by hearing
singing which you thought was like mine. And now that I have been found,
you are so watchful for my comfort and like to be so near me all the
time, that I am sure I do not need any further proof of your strong
attachment. But why do you pay me so much attention? Why do you not like
to be with Antonia as much as with me?”
“Because I do not love her as much as I do you.”
“Why do you love me so? Because I took you down to my quiet home and
saved you from being blown off the top of the moon?”
“No, the doctor and I are both grateful to you for that kindness, but
gratitude isn’t love.”
“I haven’t done anything else for you,” she said.
“It isn’t for anything you have done that I love you.”
“What then?”
“Oh, I don’t know. I suppose it is because I can’t help it.”
“Oh, then you are becoming like me, for I can’t help loving everybody.”
“I shall never be good enough for that,” said I.
“What is love, as you understand it?” asked Mona.
“Love--love,” I hesitated; “why, it is the feeling I have in my heart
for you. Love is what kept hope alive when you were lost and gave me
such joy when I heard your voice and knew we had found you. Love makes
every task light that is done for you and every place where you are the
brightest spot in the universe. Even this delightful world of Mars is
more beautiful than ever because you are here. Love, if mutual, is
a precious bond, uniting two hearts and making them beat in harmony.
Cannot you and I be joined in heart, Mona?”
“My dear friend,” she replied, “I am very sorry I cannot share your
feeling, but I do not understand such love as you have been trying to
describe.”
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