De L'Orme.: The Works of G. P. R. James, Esq., Vol. XVI.James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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De L'Orme.: The Works of G. P. R. James, Esq., Vol. XVI.
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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My first question, as we went, was how long the Chevalier had returned
from Spain, and what had brought him on the road towards Lourdes at
that time of night. At first, Jean Baptiste seemed somewhat reserved,
but upon being pressed closely on the subject, his frank nature would
not let him maintain his silence; and he informed me, that the
Chevalier had returned that very morning from Spain; but on hearing
that the Marquis de St. Brie had been received as a visitor at the
château, and that I, in return, had gone to pass some time with him,
he had desired the young procureur to accompany him and set out for
Bagneres without delay, saying that I must be saved at all risks. "But
still," continued Jean Baptiste, "you have done something in Spain to
lose the Chevalier's love; for though he would come away after you
to-night, in spite of all my father could do to prevent him, he always
took care to say, 'for his father's sake--for his mother's sake, he
would rescue Count Louis from the dangers into which he was plunged.'"
The gloomiest knell that rings over the fall from virtue must be to
hear of the lost esteem of those we love. That must be the dark, the
damning scourge which drives on human weakness to despairing crime.
Could the great fallen angel ever have returned? I do not believe it.
The glorious confidence of Heaven was lost, and mercy would have been
nothing without oblivion.
I felt that my friend did me wrong, but even that did not save me from
the whole bitterness of having lost his regard. And I internally asked
myself, what would my feelings have been, had I really merited his bad
opinion?
"Where is the Chevalier?" demanded I. "Is he at his own house?"
"No," answered the young man; "he is at my father's, at Lourdes."
My determination was taken immediately, to ride over to Lourdes the
next day, and explain to the Chevalier my conduct, as far as I could
with honour; to represent to him, that I was under a most positive
promise not to disclose to any Spaniard the events of that night
wherein his suspicions had been excited, and to add my most solemn
asseverations to convince him of my innocence. My pride, I will own,
struggled against this resolution, but still I saw, in the Chevalier's
conduct towards me, a degree of lingering affection, which I could not
bear to lose. The good spirit triumphed; and I determined to sacrifice
my pride for the sake of his esteem.
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