As I called her by her Christian name she gave one quick glance, and
then turned her eyes away again. I could see the soft rose creeping
over her white neck and cheek. Had I offended? Between hope and
desperation, I continued--
"Claire--I will call you Claire, for that was the name you told me
just four months ago--I am changed, oh, changed past all remembrance!
Are you not changed at all? Am I still nothing to you?"
She put up her hand as if to ward off further speech, but spoke no
word herself.
"Answer me, Claire; give me some answer if only a word. Am I still
no more than the beggar who rescued your boat that day?"
"Of course, you are my friend--now. Please forget that I took you
for a beggar."
The words came with effort. Within the bushes the blackbird still
chirped expectant, and the ripple below murmured to the bank,
"The old story--the old story."
"But I am a beggar," I broke out. "Claire, I am always a beggar on
my knees before you. Oh, Claire!"
Her face was yet more averted--the sun kissed her waving locks with
soft lips of gold, the breeze half stirred the delicate draperies
around her. The blackbird's note was broken and halting as my own
speech.
"Claire, have you not guessed? will you never guess? Oh, have pity
on me!"
I could see the soft bosom heaving now. The little hand was pulling
at the gown. Her whole sweet shape drooped away from me in vague
alarm--but still no answer came.
"Courage! Courage!" chirped the bird, and the river murmured
responsive, "Courage!"
"Claire!"--and now there was a ring of agony in the voice; the tones
came alien and scarcely recognised--"Claire, I have watched and
waited for this day, and now that it has come, for good or for evil,
answer me--I love you!"
O time-honoured and most simple of propositions! "I love you!" Night
after night had I lain upon my bed rehearsing speeches, tender,
passionate and florid, and lo! to this had it all come--to these
three words, which, as my lips uttered them, made my heart leap in
awe of their crude and naked daring.
And she? The words, as though they smote her, chased for an instant
the rich blood from her cheek. For a moment the bosom heaved wildly,
then the colour came slowly back, and ebbed again. A soft tremor
shook the bending form, the little hand clutched the gown, but she
made no answer.
"Speak to me, Claire! I love you! With my life and soul I love you.
Can you not care for me?" I took the little hand. "Claire, my heart
is in your hands--do with it what you will, but speak to me. Can you
not--do you not--care for me?"
The head drooped lower yet, the warm fingers quivered within mine,
then tightened, and--
What was that whisper, that less than whisper, for which I bent my
head? Had I heard aright? Or why was it that the figure drooped
closer, and the bird's note sprang up jubilant?
"Claire!"
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