"And now," she said, "you may kiss me. Kiss me on the lips for the
last time, and may God bless you, my love."
Quite calmly and gently she lifted her lips to mine, and on her face
was the glory of unutterable tenderness.
"Claire! My love, my love!" My arms were round her, her whole form
yielded helplessly to mine, and as our lips met in that one
passionate, shuddering caress, sank on my breast.
"You will not leave me?" I cried.
And through her sobs came the answer--
"Yes, yes; it must be, it must be."
Then drawing herself up, she held out her hand and said--
"To-night, remember, and so--farewell."
And so, in the fading light of that grey December afternoon I left
her standing there.
Mad and distraught with the passion of that parting, I sat that
evening in the shadow of my box and waited for the curtain to rise
upon "Francesca." The Coliseum was crowded to the roof, for it was
known that Clarissa Lambert's illness had been merely a slight
indisposition, and to-night she would again be acting. I was too
busy with my own hard thoughts to pay much attention at first, but I
noticed that my box was the one nearest to the stage, in the tier
next above it. So that once more I should hear my darling's voice,
and see her form close to me. Once or twice I vaguely scanned the
audience. The boxes opposite were full; but, of course, I could see
nothing of my own side of the theatre. After a moment's listless
glance, I leaned back in the shadow and waited.
I do not know who composed the overture. It is haunted by one
exquisite air, repeated, fading into variations, then rising once
more only to sink into the tender sorrow of a minor key. I have
heard it but twice in my life, but the music of it is with me to this
day. Then, as I heard it, it carried me back to the hour when Tom
and I sat expectant in this same theatre, he trembling for his play's
success, I for the sight of my love. Poor Tom! The sad melody
wailed upwards as though it were the voice of the wind playing about
his grave, every note breathing pathos or suspiring in tremulous
anguish. Poor Tom! Yet your love was happier than mine; better to
die with Claire's kiss warm upon the lips than to live with but the
memory of it.
The throbbing music had ended, and the play began. As before, the
audience were without enthusiasm at first, but to-night they knew
they had but to wait, and they did so patiently; so that when at last
Claire's voice died softly away at the close of her opening song, the
hushed house was suddenly shaken to its roof with the storm and
tumult of applause.
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