Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
MRS. JERNINGHAM spent her autumn at Spa, where Mrs. Colton, the
amiable dragon, drank the waters with the patient regularity of a
valetudinarian, and wondered at the Continental toilettes with the
pious wonder of a well-bred provincial Englishwoman, to whom these
daring eccentricities of custom--these _bottes à mi-jambe, en cuir
de Russie_, these dainty braided jackets _à la Rigolboche_,
these robes _à queue-sans-fin_, and _chapeaux à l’infiniment
petit_--were all so much confusion, the climax of horror and infamy
foreshadowed by the Prophet, the abomination of desolation sitting in
the high places.
For Emily Jerningham, life at Spa seemed a very dull business. She
had no pet ailment to be subjugated by the mineral waters. The
pine-woods and stately avenues were very beautiful on fine summer
mornings, or beneath the broad glory of the harvest moon; but she had
seen them before. It seemed to her as if she knew every pine on the
steep hillside, every branch of the lofty oaks in the valley, every
hard, worldly face that was to be seen in the Kursaal. Was there not
something wanting in her life, a something for lack of which she must
needs be lonely and purposeless wherever she went?
All the pleasures and luxuries that wealth can buy; all the
consideration that a good old name can exact; all the respect that a
reputation which, despite an occasional shrug from some Rochefoucauld
of this generation, may fairly be called stainless, can command--were
at the disposal of this fortunate lady, and yet she was not happy. She
had too much, and too little. If she had been an utterly selfish and
narrow-minded woman, she might have found the perfection of bliss in
splendid toilettes and well-appointed equipages, an elegant house and
distinguished acquaintance; but something more than these was necessary
to complete the sum of Mrs. Jerningham’s happiness.
“Of what use am I in the world?” she asked herself, wearily, as she
drove her graceful pony-carriage through the crowd which admired and
envied her. “I am an expense to my husband; a burden and a restraint
for Laurence, who no doubt would have married before this, if it were
not for me; and a weariness to myself.”
Perhaps this unspoken lament might have been translated thus;
“I have been here a month, and Mr. Desmond has not found time to come
to me. He writes me a hurried letter once in ten days, in which, under
an unlimited amount of respect, I perceive the lurking poison of
indifference; and I am too proud to tell him how intensely I wish to
see him, too proud to confess even to myself the pain I suffer because
of his absence.”
In bidding adieu to Mrs. Jerningham and her companion at the London
Bridge station on the morning of their departure, the editor of the
_Areopagus_ had declared that, if he could give himself a holiday,
he would take that holiday at Spa; and the eyes of the younger lady had
said “Do!” and the proud line of her lips had softened into a grateful
smile.
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