Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Hereupon Mr. Desmond had to reiterate the old protestations, to the
effect that the lady’s friendship was the pride and happiness of
his life, and that to him, at least, she was a person of supreme
importance--the very pole-star, or guiding influence, of his life; and
then, after speaking to her with great warmth and kindness, he began to
lecture her a little upon the emptiness of her existence.
“You would not be so foolish as to imagine these things, if you were
more employed, Emily,” he said.
“How shall I employ myself?” asked the lady, with an incredulous
laugh. “Shall I tat? The tatting of our great-grandmothers has come
into fashion. I have tried it, and for a little while it seemed really
delightful; but there is a time when one gets tired even of that. I
have worked screens in Berlin wool with beads--or have begun them;
my aunt has a knack of finishing my work. I paint ever so little in
water-colours; but after sitting in a damp meadow for two or three
hours, exposed to a midsummer sun, the result is only that I hate
myself because I am not Creswick. And with music it is the same. The
morning-concerts spoil one for amateur music. I devoted last summer
to the harmonium--I suppose because there is such a rage for it;
but it was like the tatting--there came a stage at which it seemed
all weariness. If it were not for my orchids, I think I should go
melancholy mad; but for the cultivator of orchids there can be no such
thing as satiety until all the forests on the shores of the Amazon have
been rifled by exploring botanists.”
“Don’t you think it just possible you might find a better source of
interest even than orchids?” suggested the editor, gravely. “Your
fellow-creatures, for instance--a little sympathy for them might not be
thrown away.”
“You mean that I should turn district-visitor, and go about with
tracts and packets of tea and sugar,” replied the lady, listlessly.
“My aunt does all that. She is a clergyman’s widow, you know, and that
kind of thing is very easy to her. My maid goes with her sometimes,
and tells me dreadful things about the poor people, as she brushes my
hair--the St. Anthony’s fires and St. Vitus’s dances, and wens and
whitlows, and frightful complaints that they suffer from; and really
there seems a particular class of diseases that poor people have
entirely to themselves, just as if they have a copyright in them, you
know. I am sure I am very sorry for the poor creatures; and when there
is anything out of the common way, we send money; besides which, our
rector knows that my cheque-book is at his service in any emergency. I
cannot see that I should do any particular good by walking about in the
hot sun with tracts.”
“I dare say, so far as your own parish goes, you and your aunt are
ministering angels, my dear Emily; but you see that is a very narrow
sphere, and there are people of a higher class than those you help who
may have more need of your sympathy.”
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