Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
What could be said after this? Laurence Desmond felt that this lonely
lady’s life wanted a something that gives form and purpose to the
lives of other women. Existence for Emily Jerningham had been made too
easy, and, extremes meeting in this as in all other cases, it was fast
becoming difficult. She was like some dowager sultana, weaned of palace
and gardens, fountains and slaves, peacocks and birds of paradise. All
the ease and luxury of her life palled on her, and that most fatal of
moral diseases, discontent, was fast gaining a hold upon her mind.
That old story of the greedy apprentice in the pastrycook’s shop is a
fable of wide application. The boy fancies he can never be weary of
an existence that is all raspberry-tarts and bath-buns; and being let
loose in his master’s shop, makes himself bilious in a week, and hates
the sight of a raspberry-tart ever afterwards.
There had been a time when Miss Jerningham, sadly restricted in all the
aspirations of young-ladyhood, had believed that an open account with
a West-end milliner, a perfectly appointed barouche for the Park, and
a miniature brougham for shopping, must constitute the supreme good of
earthly existence; but after half a dozen years’ enjoyment of these
blessings, she discovered that the most accomplished of milliners,
and the most perfect of establishments, cannot give happiness. The
toy-villa at Hampton was a place to dream of; but its mistress found
the hours intolerably long in those Paradisaic gardens, the evenings
unutterably weary in that fairy drawing-room, the drives by Bushey and
Richmond, Kingston and Chertsey, very little gayer than the prisoner’s
tramp in the grim gaol-yard, under surveillance of a hard-visaged
warder.
The lady had nothing to do. If she read a volume of a novel, and paid
a few visits, or received a few callers, to-day, she could only look
forward to another volume, and another visit, or visitor, to-morrow.
The days were all alike, and they left no mark behind them. When a year
came to an end, Mrs. Jerningham told herself that she was twelve months
older than when it began, and that was the sole effect the passage of
time could exercise upon her fate.
“It is all very well for Laurence to be happy and active,” she said to
herself. “He has that odious _Areopagus_ to interest him, and the
hope of going into parliament by and by. He is getting rich, and has
had the excitement of earning his money. He has his social triumphs
and his literary successes, the friendship of great men. It is always
the same story. _They_ have ‘the court, camp, church; the vessel
and the mart; sword, gown, gain, glory;’ and we have only the London
Library and Jaques’s croquet.”
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