Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
His nephew taken from him, there remained to Daniel nothing but tavern
friends, and the dull round of daily labour, and old age, cheerless,
lonely, creeping towards him apace, athwart the dust and turmoil of his
life.
While Daniel walked, purposeless, on the dreary road, or stood
listless, and hopeless, on the quiet jetty, Harold Jerningham sat alone
in his own apartment, and pondered on the events that had befallen him.
A son, found and lost--found only in the very hour of his loss. What
chastisement of offended God--or blind, unconscious destiny, gigantic
Nemesis, with mighty, brazen arms, revolving, machine-like, on its
pivot, striking at random into space, and striking _sometimes_
strangely to the purpose--what chastisement could have seemed more
fitting than this?
“I would have bartered half my fortune, or twenty years of my life, for
a son,” he said to himself. “How often I have envied the field-labourer
his troop of rosy brats--the gipsy tramp her brown-faced baby! Fate put
a barren sceptre in my hand. If my wife had given me a son, I think I
should have loved her. And I had a son all the time--a son whom I might
have legitimated, since his mother lived as my acknowledged wife on
this Scottish ground. Yes, I would have set the lawyers to work, and
we would have made him heir of Greenlands, and Ripley, and Pendarvoch.
I would have given him the girl who loves him--whom I have loved. It
would be no shame to resign her to my son--my younger, better self.
And we met--that unknown son and I--and we held scornfully aloof from
each other, with instinctive dislike. Dislike? It was dislike which
needed but a word to melt into love. In a stranger, this reflection of
my youth was an impertinence--a plagiarism. In my son it must be the
strongest claim upon my love. My son! It needs not the agreement of
dates to confirm his kindred. His paternity is written upon his face.”
And then to Mr. Jerningham also there came the thought that had come
to Daniel Mayfield. That face in life he was never more to see. Should
he even look upon it in death--changed, disfigured by the fierce
destruction of the waves. Even to see it thus was almost too much to
hope. To reclaim the dead, so lost, would be well nigh as impossible as
it had been to save the living.
CHAPTER XV.
STRONGER THAN DEATH.
THE day that followed was even more utterly blank and hopeless than
the last. Mr. Jerningham had sent scouts in every direction, and both
from him and Daniel the men had received promises of liberal reward for
any tidings of the lost one. But no tidings came. The men returned,
dispirited and weary; and at the close of this second blank, wasted
day, fairly confessed that they could do no more.
So the night closed; and the sleepless hours wore away in a house of
mourning and desolation.
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