Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Do you remember what De Bergerac said of us the first time we met at
his dinner-table?” asked Mr. Jerningham.
“I remember his saying something about a resemblance between you and
me.”
“A notion which you repudiated.”
“I think it was you who first repudiated the idea,” said Eustace, with
a faint smile.
“It is quite possible. I have been insanely jealous of you. But that is
over now. Do you know by what right I have watched by this bed? Do you
know why I persuaded your uncle to leave you, that I might watch alone?”
“I can imagine no reason.”
“The right which I claimed was the right of a father. Yes, Eustace, it
was on your father’s knees your head rested as we brought you home from
death. It is your father who has watched you day and night through this
weary illness.”
“Oh, God!” cried Eustace, with a stifled groan. “Is this true?”
“As true as that you and I are here, face to face.”
“Do you know that I have sworn to hate you? For the man who broke
my mother’s heart I can never have any feeling but abhorrence. Your
kindness to me I reject and repudiate. We are natural enemies, and have
been from the hour in which I first learned the meaning of shame.”
“I have heard you plead the cause of Christianity. Is this
Christianlike, Eustace?”
“It is natural.”
“And you say that Christianity is something higher than nature. Prove
it now to me, who have been something of a Pagan. Let me discover the
superiority of your creed to my vague Pantheism. Look at me! I, your
father, who have never knelt to mortal man, and but too seldom to God,
I kneel by your bed, and ask, in abject humility, to be forgiven. I
know that I cannot bring back the injured dead. I know that I cannot
atone for the past. But if that gentle spirit has found a quiet haven
whence she can look back to those she loved on earth, I _know_ it
would console her to see me forgiven. Judge me as if your mother stood
by your side.”
“She would forgive you,” murmured Eustace; “God created her to suffer
and pardon.”
“And will you refuse the pardon she would have granted? You forgave me
just now, when our hands were clasped in friendship. Do you think you
can recall that forgiveness? The words have been spoken. I have the
ancient belief in the power of spoken words. Eustace, am I to kneel in
vain to my only son?”
The young man covered his face with his hands. He had sworn to hate
this man, his arch-enemy, and the enemy had taken base advantage of
his weakness, and had stolen his affection. This pale, worn face, worn
with the weary night-watches of the past six weeks, was not the face
of a foe. His mother--yes, she would have forgiven, and her wrongs
were greater than his. And if, from the Heaven her penitence had won,
she looked back to earth, it would grieve that gentle spirit to see
disunion here.
There was a long pause, and then the son extended his hand to his
father.
“For my mother’s wrongs I have hated you,” he said: “for her sake I
forgive you.”
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