Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
“I know that at present I am no more to her than her father’s old
friend,” he said, when he had told his story, and had discovered that
M. de Bergerac was neither surprised nor shocked by the revelation;
“but give me only sufficient time, and I may win that pure heart,
which already half belongs to me by right of my affection for you.
Earnest feeling in a man who is not quick to feel must count for
something. Do not judge me by my past, Theodore. Dissever me from that
past, if you can; for, as I live, I am a new man since I have loved
your daughter. To love a creature so pure is a spiritual baptism.
If I can win that innocent heart, you will not stand between me and
happiness, will you, old friend?”
“If you can win her heart, no; but I will not sacrifice my daughter, or
persuade her. I will confess to you that the uncertainty of her future
is a constant perplexity to me, and that I would gladly see that future
secured. I will say even more than this; I will admit that I should be
proud to see my only child allied to a race so distinguished as yours,
the mistress of a home so splendid as your Greenlands yonder. But by no
word of mine will I influence her to a step so solemn. The difference
between your ages is greater than in the case of myself and my dear
wife; but the world might possibly have augured ill for the result of
our union. Again, I say, if you can win my child’s heart, I will not
refuse you her hand.”
This was all Mr. Jerningham desired. A reluctant bride, sacrificed on
the altar of ambition, would have been no bride for him. He was too
much a gentleman not to have recoiled from the brutality involved in
such an union. All he desired was the liberty to woo and to win; to
set his many gifts against that one obvious disadvantage of his fifty
years, and to triumph in spite of that stumbling-block.
“Time and I against any two,” said Philip II. of Spain. Mr.
Jerningham’s chief reliance was on time; time, which might first render
his society habitual, and then necessary, to Helen; time, which would
familiarize her with the difference between their ages, until that
difference would scarcely seem to exist; time, which by demonstrating
his constancy and devotion, must in the end give him a claim upon
Helen’s gratitude, a right to her compassion.
Time might, perhaps, have done all this for Mr. Jerningham but for one
small circumstance: the stake for which he was playing this patient
game had already been won. It remained no more upon the table for
gamblers to venture its winning. The girl’s innocent heart had been
given unconsciously to a silent adorer; and while Harold Jerningham
was hanging upon her looks and studying her careless words, all her
tenderest thoughts and dreams were wafted across the Channel to
the industrious exile clearing his way through the great jungle of
Arianism, in the Imperial Library of Paris.
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