Christian fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Historical fiction; New Mexico -- Fiction
One night about three weeks before Christmas he was lying in his bed,
unable to sleep, with the sense of failure clutching at his heart. His
prayers were empty words and brought him no refreshment. His soul had
become a barren field. He had nothing within himself to give his priests
or his people. His work seemed superficial, a house built upon the
sands. His great diocese was still a heathen country. The Indians
travelled their old road of fear and darkness, battling with evil omens
and ancient shadows. The Mexicans were children who played with their
religion.
As the night wore on, the bed on which the Bishop lay became a bed of
thorns; he could bear it no longer. Getting up in the dark, he looked
out of the window and was surprised to find that it was snowing, that
the ground was already lightly covered. The full moon, hidden by veils
of cloud, threw a pale phosphorescent luminousness over the heavens, and
the towers of the church stood up black against this silvery fleece.
Father Latour felt a longing to go into the church to pray; but instead
he lay down again under his blankets. Then, realizing that it was the
cold of the church he shrank from, and despising himself, he rose again,
dressed quickly, and went out into the court, throwing on over his
cassock that faithful old cloak that was the twin of Father Vaillant's.
They had bought the cloth for those coats in Paris, long ago, when they
were young men staying at the Seminary for Foreign Missions in the rue
du Bac, preparing for their first voyage to the New World. The cloth had
been made up into caped riding-cloaks by a German tailor in Ohio, and
lined with fox fur. Years afterward, when Father Latour was about to
start on his long journey in search of his Bishopric, that same tailor
had made the cloaks over and relined them with squirrel skins, as more
appropriate for a mild climate. These memories and many others went
through the Bishop's mind as he wrapped the trusty garment about him and
crossed the court to the sacristy, with the big iron key in his hand.
The court was white with snow, and the shadows of walls and buildings
stood out sharply in the faint light from the moon muffled in vapour. In
the deep doorway of the sacristy he saw a crouching figure--a woman, he
made out, and she was weeping bitterly. He raised her up and took her
inside. As soon as he had lit a candle, he recognized her, and could
have guessed her errand.
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