Christian fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Historical fiction; New Mexico -- Fiction
They were both young men in their twenties, curates to older priests,
when there came to Clermont a Bishop from Ohio, a native of Auvergne,
looking for volunteers for his missions in the West. Father Jean and
Father Joseph heard him lecture at the Seminary, and talked with him in
private. Before he left for the North, they had pledged themselves to
meet him in Paris at a given date, to spend some weeks of preparation at
the College for Foreign Missions in the rue du Bac, and then to sail
with him from Cherbourg.
Both the young priests knew that their families would strongly oppose
their purpose, so they resolved to reveal it to no one; to make no
adieux, but to steal away disguised in civilian's clothes. They
comforted each other by recalling that St. Francis Xavier, when he set
forth as missionary to India, had stolen away like this; had "_passed
the dwelling of his parents without saluting them_," as they had learned
at school; terrible words to a French boy.
Father Vaillant's position was especially painful; his father was a
stern, silent man, long a widower, who loved his children with a jealous
passion and had no life but in their lives. Joseph was the eldest child.
The period between his resolve and its execution was a period of anguish
for him. As the date set for their departure drew near, he grew thinner
and paler than ever.
By agreement the two friends were to meet at dawn in a certain field
outside Riom on the fateful day, and there await the _diligence_ for
Paris. Jean Latour, having made his decision and pledged himself, knew
no wavering. On the appointed morning he stole out of his sister's house
and took his way through the sleeping town to that mountain field,
tip-tilted by reason of its steepness, just beginning to show a cold
green in the heavy light of a cloudy day-break. There he found his
comrade in a miserable plight. Joseph had been abroad in the fields all
night, wandering up and down, finding his purpose and losing it. His
face was swollen with weeping. He shook with a chill, his voice was
beyond his control.
"What shall I do, Jean? Help me!" he cried. "I cannot break my father's
heart, and I cannot break the vow I have made to Heaven. I had rather
die than do either. Ah, if I could but die of this misery, here, now!"
How clearly the old Archbishop could recall the scene; those two young
men in the fields in the grey morning, disguised as if they were
criminals, escaping by stealth from their homes. He had not known how to
comfort his friend; it seemed to him that Joseph was suffering more than
flesh could bear, that he was actually being torn in two by conflicting
desires. While they were pacing up and down, arm-in-arm, they heard a
hollow sound; the _diligence_ rumbling down the mountain gorge. Joseph
stood still and buried his face in his hands. The postilion's horn
sounded.
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