Then, for the first time they noticed what they knew would be there
but had forgotten in their absorbed delight in the silvery water and
moon-washed outlines of the city—that on every bench sat crouched or
huddled one or more miserable ragged human beings. In front of them
ran the mystically lovely river; behind them the dark masses of the
Temple rose solidly and sternly defensive of Law and Order behind
the spear-front of its tall sharp-pointed iron fence. And there they
crouched and huddled in rags and hunger and misery, free-born members
of the greatest Empire the earth has yet seen, citizens of Her who so
proudly claimed to be the wealthiest of cities, the exchange and mart
of the whole world.
George gave what change he had in his pockets to a noseless syphilitic
hag, and Elizabeth emptied her purse into the hand of a shivering child
which had to be awakened to receive the gift, and cowered as if it
thought it was going to be struck.
Ignoring the hag’s hoarse: “Thank yer kindly, Sir, Gord bless yer,
Lidy,” they fled clutching each other’s hands. They did not speak until
they said good-night outside Elizabeth’s door.
[ VI ]
During 1913 life ran on very pleasantly and happily for George and
Elizabeth. As in the cases of the fortunate nations without a history,
there appears to be very little to record about this year. I make no
doubt that it was the happiest in George’s life. He was, as they say,
“getting on,” and had less need to worry about money. In the spring
they went to Dorsetshire and stayed at an Inn. Elizabeth did a certain
amount of painting, but apart from a few sketches George did not
attempt landscape—especially the picturesque landscape; he wanted his
painting to be urban, contemporary and hard. They walked a good deal
over Worbarrow Down and the rather desolate heath land round about.
On more than one occasion they traversed the very same piece of land
where George was afterwards in camp with me, a coincidence which seemed
to make a great impression upon him. Certain aspects of a familiar
landscape always call up the same train of thought: and as people are
never weary of telling us what particularly strikes them, so George
rarely failed to convey this piece of stale news to me as we walked out
of camp by what had once been the rough cart-track he and Elizabeth had
followed in less desolate days. He seemed to think it remarkable that
he should be so miserable in exactly the same place where he had once
been so happy. As I pointed out, that showed great ignorance of the
ironic temper of the gods, who are very fond of such genial contrasts.
They delight to lay a corpse in a marriage bed, and to strike down a
great nation in the fullest flush of its pride and power. One might
think that happiness was “hubris,” the excess which calls down the
vengeance of Fate.
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