The change wrought in Elizabeth’s outlook in a few days was amazing.
If she hadn’t felt so tragically about it, she would have been
ludicrous in her mental manœuvres. The whole Triumphal Scheme was
scrapped almost instantaneously, and by a rapid and masterly series of
evolutions her whole army of arguments was withdrawn from the outpost
line of Complete Sexual Freedom, and fell back upon the Hindenburg line
of Safety First, Female Honour, and Legal Marriage. It was, of course,
ridiculous for them to marry at all, either of them. They weren’t
the marrying sort. They were adventurers in life, not good citizens.
Neither of them was the kind of person who exults in life insurance
and buying a house on the hire-purchase system and mowing the lawn
on Saturday afternoon and taking the “kiddies” (odious word) to the
seaside. Neither of them looked forward to the “Old Age Will Come”
summit of felicity, with an elderly and imbecilly contented-looking
George sitting beside a placid and motherly white-haired Elizabeth
in the garden of a dear little home, contemplating together with
smug beatitude the document from the insurance company guaranteeing
a safe ten pounds a week for the remainder of their joint lives. I
am glad to say that George and Elizabeth would have shuddered at any
such prospect. But Elizabeth insisted upon marriage, and married they
duly were, despite the feeble protests of Elizabeth’s family and the
masterly denunciations of Isabel, already recorded.
In all outward respects the legal marriage made no difference whatever
to their lives and relationships. Elizabeth retained her studio, and
George his. They met no more frequently and on exactly the same terms
of affectionate sensuality into which their first exultant passion had
long ago evolved. One of the terms of the Triumphal Scheme emphatically
laid down the axiom that it was most undesirable and dangerous for
two lovers to inhabit the same flat or small house. If they were
rich enough to live in separate wings of a large house, all well and
good; but if not, then they should live no nearer than neighbouring
streets. The essence of freedom is the disposal of one’s own time in
one’s own way, and how can two people do that if they are living on
top of each other? Moreover, a daily absence of several hours is quite
indispensable to the avoidance of the domestic den atmosphere. It is
far better for two lovers to be happy together for three or four hours
a day than to be indifferent or miserable for twenty-four. The joint
marriage-bed, Elizabeth used to state impressively, is destructive
of all self-respect and sexual charm, and blunts the finer edges of
sensibility....
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