But perhaps the most amazing circumstance in this peculiar episode was
the speed with which Elizabeth once more evacuated the old familiar
Hindenburg Line, and reoccupied the most advanced positions of Sexual
Freedom. But, of course, she did so with a difference. Though she
wouldn’t admit it even to herself, and though George tried not to see
it, in her case the Triumphal Scheme had broken down badly under its
first stern test. Directly that test had come, she had fallen back in
panic on the old cut-and-dried solution; she hadn’t had the courage to
go through with it. In a way one could excuse her by saying that the
interior trouble had temporarily deranged her brain, that she wasn’t
really responsible for her actions. But that’s only a quibble—the
fact remains that she did fly in a panic to social safety and the
registrar. And then the legal tie introduced a subtle difference
in their relation. You may say, of course, that it needn’t, that
since they continued to live in exactly the same way and to profess
exactly the same attitude towards each other and “freedom,” it made no
difference whether they were legally married or not. But it did. And
it does. You can see that perfectly well if you watch people. Somehow
the mere fact of marriage introduces the sense of possession, and
hence jealousy. Lovers, of course, may be and frequently are just as
possessive and quite as jealous. But there is a difference. As a rule
lovers are not first occupants, so to speak; and they are generally
willing to grant each other more liberty and to “forgive.” But you will
see married people who have become totally indifferent to each other,
rise in a fury of possessiveness and jealousy when they happen to find
out that the wife or husband, as the case may be, is in love with some
one else. This, indeed may be only another aspect of that peculiar
vindictiveness bred by marriage. And another curious modification of
their relationship arose. When Elizabeth reoccupied the Sexual Freedom
line, without knowing it she did so for herself alone, and not for
George. If George liked to accept the subsequent Elizabeth-Reggie
affair, in accordance with the provisions of the Triumphal Scheme, all
well and good; that was his lookout. But when it came to Elizabeth’s
accepting the Fanny-George affair in the same spirit, that was a very
different matter. Elizabeth now felt somehow responsible for George,
and feeling responsible translated itself into keeping possession of....
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