Fanny’s flat was small, but pleasantly clean and modern. After the
picturesque but rather dingy antiquity of his large eighteenth-century
panelled room, George found it delightful to be in bright-painted
clean rooms with a white-tiled bathroom. Among Fanny’s many remarkable
efficiencies was the genius of discovering excellent flats at a
fabulously cheap rental, furnishing them charmingly for about five
pounds and running them perfectly without the slightest fuss. She
generally shifted her quarters about every six months, and invariably
for the better. How pleasant is efficiency in others, especially when
you are rather inefficient yourself! I wouldn’t exactly say that George
was inefficient, but the details of material life rather bored him.
When you had so much else to do and so little time to do it in, he
thought it rather a waste of life to be too pernickety about one’s
surroundings and fixings. However, he decided then and there that he
and Elizabeth would have to get out of Soho. It was too disgustingly
frowzy.
Fanny was a marvelous lover. Or, at least, George thought so. It was
not only that she was golden and supple and lithe, where Elizabeth
was dark and rather stiff and virginal, but she really cared about
love-making. It was her art. It was for her neither a painful duty nor
a degrading necessity nor a series of disappointing experiments, but a
delightful art which gave full expression to her vitality, energy and
efficiency. Like all great artists, she was entirely disinterested—art
for art’s sake. She chose her lovers with great care, and rather
preferred them to be poor, to avoid any suspicion of commercialism
or arrivism. She knew she had the genius of touch, and was unwilling
that it should be wasted. If she hadn’t been a great lover, she might
have been a good sculptor. But like all artists she was exacting, and
had her vanity. She would not waste her talents. If a subject was
not profoundly responsive and appreciative, she put him aside at the
earliest possible moment. No clumsy, inhibited Englishman for her! No,
thank you. Perhaps that is why she spent so much of her time abroad.
But this particular Englishman was not inhibited or ineradicably
clumsy. Crude perhaps, rather lacking in style and finish, but capable
of rapid progress under expert guidance. Fanny, with the artist’s
unerring glance, had long ago perceived that there were considerable
possibilities in George. He had natural aptitudes and, what is far
more important, the sense of delicate artistry which finds its highest
satisfaction in bestowing delight. He was neither a bull nor a turkey
gobbler. Fanny was satisfied; she had not made a mistake....
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