Winterbourne stood outside the entrance to his cellar, took off his
steel helmet and folded down the top part of his gas mask so that he
could see, while still keeping the nose clip on and the large rubber
mouthpiece in his teeth. The whitish morning light looked cold and
misty, and the PHUT PHUT PHUT PHUT of the bursting gas shells continued
with ruthless iteration. He watched them exploding; a little curling
cloud of yellow gas rose from each shell-hole. The ground was pitted
with these new shell-holes, and newly broken bricks and débris lay
about everywhere. A dead rat lay in a gas shell-hole just outside the
entrance—so the War caught even the rats! There had been a young
slender ash-tree in what had once been the cottage garden. A heavy
explosive had fallen just at its roots, splintered the slim stem, and
dashed it prone with broken branches. The young leaves were still
green, except on one side where they were curled and withered by gas.
The grass, so tender a spring green a week before, was yellow, sickly
and withered. As he turned to lift the gas-blanket he heard the whizz
and crash of the first heavy of the day bombardment. But the gas shells
continued.
Inside the cellar was complete darkness. He took off his mask and
fumbled his way down the broken stairs, trying not to wake the other
runners. It was important only to use one match, because matches were
scarce and precious. The air inside was foul and heavy, but only
slightly tainted with phosgene. Winterbourne half-smiled as he thought
how furiously he had contended for “fresh air” in huts and barrack
rooms, and how gladly he now welcomed any foul air which was not full
of poison gas. He lighted his stub of candle, and slowly took off his
equipment, replacing the box respirator immediately. His boots were
thick with mud, his puttees and trousers torn with wire and stained
with mud and grease. A bullet had torn a hole in his leather jerkin,
and his steel helmet was marked by a long deep dint, where it had
been struck by a flying splinter of shell. He felt amazingly weary,
and rather sick. He had known the fatigue of long walks and strenuous
Rugby football matches and cross-country runs, but nothing like
this continual cumulative weariness. He moved with the slow, almost
pottering movements of agricultural labourers and old men. The feeling
of sickness became worse and he wanted to vomit out the smell of gas
which seemed to permeate him. He heaved over his empty canvas bucket
until the water started to his eyes, but vomited nothing. He noticed
how filthy his hands were.
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