He got to Rail Head just before eight, hot and perspiring from a rapid
walk in full kit under a July sun. An immense drum-fire was thundering
from the north. The Division was under orders to proceed there in two
days. There was to be another great offensive at Ypres. He shuddered,
thinking of the showers of bursting metal, flogging and churning the
ground, shearing and rending human flesh, the immense concourse of
detonations hammering on human nerves.
The R.T.O. gave him directions and he got into a waiting train. It was
empty, except for a small group of leave men at the other end. He did
not join them, glad of a little solitude.
The German heavies gave him a last amiable farewell. They began
dropping shells on Rail Head. That sickening apprehension of the
explosion came on him, and he felt sure that a shell would fall on his
carriage before the train left. He fought the apprehension savagely,
as if the only thing he wanted to do in life was to repress his fear
reflex. The shells came over one at a time of regular intervals of a
minute. He listened for them, sweating, and gripping his rifle. Either
let the train start or get it over. The train waited interminably.
ZwiiING, CRASH! to the right. ZwiiING, CRASH! to the left; ZwiiING,
CRASH! to the right; ZwiiING, CRASH! to the left. He sat there alone
for thirty-five minutes—thirty-five ZwiiING, CRASH! It was somehow
more awful than drum-fire, a more penetrating torture.
At last the train started and puffed slowly out of the station.
Winterbourne sat quite still, listening to the Crashes growing fainter
and fainter as the train gathered speed. At last they disappeared
altogether in the rattle of wheels. In place of the long slow crawl
coming up, the train clattered along at great speed. He passed
undamaged stations, thronged with French peasants, French soldiers on
leave and British troops; he saw the lovely Corot poplars and willows
shimmering in the sun as they wavered in the light breeze; there were
cows in the fields, and he noticed yellow iris in the wet ditches and
tall white hog’s parsley. A field of red clover and white daisies made
him think of the old days at Martin’s Point. An immense effort of
imagination was needed to link himself now with himself then. He looked
almost with curiosity at his familiar khaki and rifle—so strange that
ten years later that boy should be a soldier. Then he noticed that he
had forgotten to sheath his bayonet. It had been fixed so long that he
had to wrench it off. There was a little ring of rust round the bayonet
boss. He got out his oily rag and anxiously cleaned it. The bayonet
sheath was so full of dried mud that he had to clean that too.
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