Winterbourne smiled sadly and cynically; he knew that was a Venereal
Disease Hospital. Pay was stopped while a man was under treatment, and
he lost his right to Leave for a year. Winterbourne determined not to
undeceive the policeman.
“How long is it since he came out of hospital?”
“Ten months or more.”
“Oh, well, he’ll certainly get leave before Christmas.”
“D’you think so? Reely? ’E’s such a good boy, good-lookin’ and well
set-up. P’raps you’ll see ’im when you go back. Tom Jones. Gunner Tom
Jones.”
Winterbourne smiled again at the thought of looking for Tom Jones in
the swarming and scattered thousands of the Artillery. But he said:
“If I meet him, I’ll tell him how much you’re looking forward to seeing
him.”
He pressed half-a-crown in the policeman’s hand, to drink the health of
Tom and himself. The policeman touched his helmet and called him “Sir.”
* * * * *
He had breakfast at a Lockhart’s—kippers and tea—and washed in an
underground lavatory. He got back to the flat about ten. Unthinkingly
he went into Elizabeth’s room. She and Reggie were having breakfast in
dressing gowns. Winterbourne apologized almost abjectly, and went to
his own room. He threw off the boots from his aching feet and lay down
clothed. In ten minutes he was fast asleep.
* * * * *
The meeting with Fanny was somehow a failure. She was extremely gay
and pretty and well-dressed and charming, and talked cheerily at first,
and then valiantly against his awkward silences. Winterbourne did not
know why he felt so awkward and silent. He seemed to have nothing
to say to Fanny, and his mind appeared to have become sluggish—he
missed half her witty sayings and clever allusions. It was like being
up for oral examination, and continually making silly mistakes. Yet
he was very fond of Fanny, very fond of her, just as he was very fond
of Elizabeth. And yet he seemed to have so little to say to them, and
found it so hard to follow their careless intellectual chatter. He had
tried to tell Elizabeth some of his War experiences. Just as he was
describing the gas bombardments and the awful look on the faces of men
gassed, he noticed her delicate mouth was wried by a suppressed yawn.
He stopped abruptly, and tried to talk of something else. Fanny was
sympathetic, but he could see he was boring her, too. Of course, he was
boring her. She and other people got more than enough of the war from
the newspapers and everything about them; they wanted to forget it, of
course, they wanted to forget it. And there was he, dumb and dreary and
khakied, only awaking to any appearance of animation when he talked of
the line after drinking a good deal.
He took Fanny home in a taxi, and held her hand, gazing silently in
front of him. At the door of her flat, he kissed her:
“Good-night, Fanny dearest. Thank you so much for having dinner with
me.”
“Aren’t you coming in?”
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