Elizabeth and Fanny both admired the cut and material of his cadet’s
uniform, which was exactly like an officer’s except that it bore no
badges of rank and that he did not wear the shoulder-strap of his
Sam Browne belt. He looked ever so much smarter in his new officer’s
clothes, with the little blue chevron, marking service over seas, sewed
on his left sleeve. They both quite took to him again, and during
his month’s Leave gave him a good time. Fanny thought him still an
excellent lover. Only, instead of gay and amusing talk “in between,” he
sat heavily silent, or drank and talked about that boring awful War. It
was such a pity—he used to be such a charming companion.
This Leave came to an end too. He was gazetted, and went to his new
regimental Depot, situated in wooden huts on a desolate heath in the
North of England, a place swept by rain and wind and deadeningly chill
in the wet winter days. The other officers were sharply divided into
two sections or sects. Wounded survivors from the early days of the
War, now on Permanent Home Service; and the newly gazetted officers,
with a sprinkling of wounded on Temporary Home Service. They ate in one
large mess room, but had two common rooms, which seemed to be tacitly
reserved for each of the two groups, who scarcely ever mingled. Only
the cadets from Sandhurst were admitted into the more exclusive room.
There was very little to do—parading with the Company, inspection,
a little drill, Orderly Officer occasionally. There were so many new
officers waiting to go overseas that the quarters were uncomfortably
crowded, and there seemed to be almost as many officers as men on
parade. He got the impression that Infantry subalterns were cheap as
stinking fish.
At last he got his orders to proceed overseas—France again, though
he had hoped for Egypt or Salonika. He had two more days of Leave and
a quarrel with Elizabeth, who found him writing a loving note to Fanny
on the morning he arrived. He went off in dudgeon and spent the time
with Fanny. He saw Elizabeth again on the afternoon of the day before
he left and patched matters up with her. She was now furiously jealous
of his spending nights with Fanny, but “forgave” him. She said that
the War had affected his mind so much that he did not know what he was
doing, and anyway as he was going out again at once, they might as well
be friends. They kissed, and he went off to keep a dinner engagement
with Fanny.
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