George did not rest until he went on a real exploration walk. He
did this with Tom Conington, Donald’s younger brother—and that
walk also was unforgettable, though they were rained upon daily and
subsisted almost entirely upon eggs and bacon, which seems to be the
only food heard of in English country pubs. They took the train to
Corfe Castle, and spent a day in walking over to Swanage through the
half-moor, half-marsh country, with its heather and gorse and nodding
white cotton-grasses. Then they went along the coast to Kimmeridge and
Preston and Lulworth and Lyme Regis, sleeping in cottages and small
pubs. From Lyme Regis they turned inland, and went by way of Honiton,
Collumpton, Tavistock, to Dulverton and Porlock, along the north Devon
coast to Bideford, and back to South Molton, where they had to take
the train, since they had spent their money and had only enough to pay
their fares home. The whole walk lasted less than a fortnight, but it
seemed like two months. They had such a good time, jawing away as they
walked, singing out of tune, finding their way on maps, getting wet
through and drying themselves by tap-room fires, talking to every one,
farmer or labourer, who would talk to them, reading and smoking over
a pint of beer after supper. And always that sense of adventure, of
exploration, which urged them on every morning, even through mist and
rain, and made fatigue and bad inns and muddy roads all rather fun and
an experience.
One gropes very much through all these “influences” and “scenes” and
fragmentary events in trying to form a picture of George in those
years. For example, I found the date of the Crockton walk and a few
disjointed notes about it on the back of a rough sketch of Crockton
church porch. And the itinerary of the walk with Tom Conington, with
a few comments, I found in the back of a volume of selected English
essays, which George presumably took with him on the walk. The heart of
another is indeed a dark forest, and however much I let my imagination
work over these fragments of his life, I find it hard to imagine him
at that time, still harder to imagine what was going on in his mind. I
imagine that he more or less adjusted himself to the public school and
home hostility, that, as time passed and he began to make friends, he
felt more confidence and happiness. Like most sensitive people he was
subject to moods, affected by the weather and the season of the year.
He could pass very rapidly from a mood of exuberant gaiety almost to
despair. A chance remark—as I myself found—was enough to effect that
unfortunate change. He had a habit always of implying more or less than
he said, of assuming that others would always jump with the implied,
not with the expressed, thought. Similarly, he always expected the same
sort of subtle obliquity of expression in others, and very seldom took
remarks at their face value. He could never be convinced or convince
himself that there were not implications under the most commonplace
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