Isabel paced up and down the room, uttering this and kindred
exclamations to nobody in particular, while an outwardly calm, inwardly
very much perturbed George silently echoed the question. George
Augustus had gone to London on his usual weekly trip, and as usual
George had met the six o’clock train. No George Augustus. He met the
seven-ten, the eighty-fifty, and the eleven-five, the last train:
and still no George Augustus. No telegram, no message. A feeling of
impending calamity hung over the house that night, and there was not
much sleep for Isabel and George. Next morning a long rambling letter,
emotional and vague, arrived from George Augustus. The gist was that he
was ruined, and in flight from his creditors.
It was a bitter enough pill for George, bitterer still for Isabel. She
had schemed and boosted George Augustus for years, she thought they
were well off and getting better off. And she had taken pride in it
as her own work. She had George Augustus so much under her thumb that
whatever he did was through her influence. But the very perfection
of her system was its ruin. He was so afraid of her that he dared
not confess when a speculation went wrong. To keep up the standard
of expense, he began to mortgage; to redeem the situation he plunged
deeper into speculation and neglected his practice. Rumours began to
get about. Then suddenly he was taken with panic, and fled. Later
investigation showed that his affairs were not so compromised as he had
imagined; but the sudden mad flight ruined everything. In a day the
Winterbournes dropped from comparative affluence to comparative poverty.
The effect on George was really rather disastrous. After the almost
sordid distress of his early adolescence, he had succeeded in saving
the spark, and had built up a life for himself, had created a positive
happiness. But all that rested, in fact, on the family money. The
distrust of himself and others which had gradually disappeared, the
sense of suspicion and frustration, came flooding back with renewed
bitterness. And the whole calamity was aggravated by circumstances of
peculiar and unnecessary suffering, which made distrust and bitterness
not unjustifiable. Demented apparently by that madness which afflicts
those whom the gods wish to destroy, George Augustus had “had a little
talk” on the subject of a career with the boy not three months before,
when he must have known he was hopelessly involved.
“Now, Georgie, you have only a few months longer, and you will be
leaving school. You must think of a career in life. Have you thought
about it?”
“Yes, father.”
“That’s right. And what career do you want to take up?”
“I want to be a painter.”
“I rather expected you’d say that. But you must remember that you can
hardly expect to make money by painting. Even if you have the talent,
which I’m sure you have, it takes many years to establish a reputation,
and still more years before you can hope to make an adequate income.”
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