“We should go to the Zoo more often, and watch the monkeys. The
chimpanzee leaps with the dexterity of a politician. The Irish-looking
ourang smokes his pipe as placidly as a Camden Town murderer. The
purple-bottomed mandrils on heat will initiate you into love. And
the perpetual chatter of the small monkeys—how like ourselves! What
ecstatic clicking about nothing! Go to the ape, thou poet.”
Mr. Upjohn laughed abruptly and spat with a raucous cough:
“An old idea, but what’s it got to do with _le mouvement?_ Still, what
I mean is, I might do something with it....”
Poor old George! He was a bloody fool. He never learned how fatally
unwise it is to express any sort of an idea to a brother—still less to
a sister—artist.
Mr. Upjohn discoursed on Suprematism and himself.
At Notting Hill Gate, George halted. The Sabbath ennui shot its
tentacles at him, and enlaced his spirit, dragging him down into the
whirlpool of wanhope. Why go on? Why affront the veiled hostility of
people? Why suffer those eyes to search and those nimble unerring
tongues to wound? Oh, wrap oneself in solitude, like an armoured
shroud, and bend over the dead words of a dead language! A simian
biped! O gods, gods! And Plato talks of Beauty.
“Come along,” shouted Mr. Upjohn, a few paces ahead, “this way. Holland
Park. Old Shobbe’ll be waiting for me in that mob. What I mean is, he
knows I’m the only other intelligent person in London.”
George still hesitated. He sank deeper in the maelstrom of
unintelligible and causeless despair. Why go on? The adolescent
love of death and suicide—corollary to youth’s vitality and vivid
energy—swept over him in choking waves. To cease upon the midnight
with no pain....
“I think I shan’t come,” he shouted after the retreating Mr. Upjohn.
Mr. Upjohn hurried back and seized George’s arm:
“What’s the matter with you? The best way to get an article out of
Shobbe is to go and see him on his Sunday evenings. Come on. We shall
be late.”
No Euripidean chorus uttered gnomic reflections on the inevitable and
irresistible power of Ananke, the Destiny which is above the gods. No
bright god warned him, no oracular voice spoke to him. Conflict of
free-will and destiny! But is there a conflict? Whether we move or are
still, whether we go to the right or the left, hesitate or rush blindly
forward, the thread is inexorably spun. Ananke. Ananke.
George yielded reluctantly to the tug at his arm.
“All right, I’ll come.”
[ II ]
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