English fiction -- 20th century; English poetry -- 20th century; Short stories, English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
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Next morning Mrs. Scarsworth left early on her round of commissions,
and Helen walked alone to Hagenzeele Third. The place was still in
the making, and stood some five or six feet above the metalled road,
which it flanked for hundreds of yards. Culverts across a deep ditch
served for entrances through the unfinished boundary wall. She climbed
a few wooden-faced earthen steps and then met the entire crowded level
of the thing in one held breath. She did not know that Hagenzeele
Third counted twenty-one thousand dead already. All she saw was a
merciless sea of black crosses, bearing little strips of stamped tin
at all angles across their faces. She could distinguish no order or
arrangement in their mass; nothing but a waist-high wilderness as of
weeds stricken dead, rushing at her. She went forward, moved to the
left and the right hopelessly, wondering by what guidance she should
ever come to her own. A great distance away there was a line of
whiteness. It proved to be a block of some two or three hundred graves
whose headstones had already been set, whose flowers were planted out,
and whose new-sown grass showed green. Here she could see clear-cut
letters at the ends of the rows, and, referring to her slip, realised
that it was not here she must look.
A man knelt behind a line of headstones--evidently a gardener, for he
was firming a young plant in the soft earth. She went towards him,
her paper in her hand. He rose at her approach and without prelude or
salutation asked: “Who are you looking for?”
“Lieutenant Michael Turrell--my nephew,” said Helen slowly and word for
word, as she had many thousands of times in her life.
The man lifted his eyes and looked at her with infinite compassion
before he turned from the fresh-sown grass towards the naked black
crosses.
“Come with me,” he said, “and I will show you where your son lies.”
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When Helen left the Cemetery she turned for a last look. In the
distance she saw the man bending over his young plants; and she went
away, supposing him to be the gardener.
THE BURDEN
One grief on me is laid
Each day of every year,
Wherein no soul can aid,
Whereof no soul can hear:
Whereto no end is seen
Except to grieve again--
Ah, Mary Magdalene,
Where is there greater pain?
To dream on dear disgrace
Each hour of every day--
To bring no honest face
To aught I do or say:
To lie from morn till e’en--
To know my lies are vain--
Ah, Mary Magdalene,
Where can be greater pain?
To watch my steadfast fear
Attend my every way
Each day of every year--
Each hour of every day:
To burn, and chill between--
To quake and rage again--
Ah, Mary Magdalene,
Where shall be greater pain?
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