English fiction -- 20th century; English poetry -- 20th century; Short stories, English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“That is true! Everything inconceivable has happened; but still we
learn nothing and we believe nothing. When I was a child in my father’s
house--before I became a Colonial Administrator--my interest and my
affection were among our cattle. We of the old rock live here--have
you seen?--in big farms like castles. Indeed, some of them may have
been Saracenic. The barns group round them--great white-walled barns,
and yards solid as our houses. One gate shuts all. It is a world
apart; an administration of all that concerns beasts. It was there I
learned something about cattle. You see, they are our playthings in
the Camargue and the Crau. The boy measures his strength against the
calf that butts him in play among the manure-heaps. He moves in and out
among the cows, who are--not so amiable. He rides with the herdsmen
in the open to shift the herds. Sooner or later, he meets as bulls
the little calves that knocked him over. So it was with me--till it
became necessary that I should go to our Colonies.” He laughed. “Very
necessary. That is a good time in youth, Monsieur, when one does
these things which shock our parents. Why is it always Papa who is so
shocked and has never heard of such things--and Mamma who supplies the
excuses?... And when my brother--my elder who stayed and created the
business--begged me to return and help him, I resigned my Colonial
career gladly enough. I returned to our own lands, and my well-loved,
wicked white and yellow cattle of the Camargue and the Crau. My Faith,
I could talk of them all night, for this stuff unlocks the heart,
without making repentance in the morning.... Yes! It was after the War
that this happened. There was a calf, among Heaven knows how many of
ours--a bull-calf--an infant indistinguishable from his companions.
He was sick, and he had been taken up with his mother into the big
farmyard at home with us. Naturally the children of our herdsmen
practised on him from the first. It is in their blood. The Spaniards
make a cult of bull-fighting. Our little devils down here bait bulls
as automatically as the English child kicks or throws balls. This
calf would chase them with his eyes open, like a cow when she hunts
a man. They would take refuge behind our tractors and wine-carts in
the centre of the yard: he would chase them in and out as a dog hunts
rats. More than that, he would study their psychology, his eyes in
their eyes. Yes, he watched their faces to divine which way they would
run. He himself, also, would pretend sometimes to charge directly at
a boy. Then he would wheel right or left--one could never tell--and
knock over some child pressed against a wall who thought himself safe.
After this, he would stand over him, knowing that his companions must
come to his aid; and when they were all together, waving their jackets
across his eyes and pulling his tail, he would scatter them--how he
would scatter them! He could kick too, sideways like a cow. He knew
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account