Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas MaccabaeusLudlow, James M. (James Meeker)
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Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas Maccabaeus
Ludlow, James M. (James Meeker)
Jewish fiction; Jews -- History -- 586 B.C.-70 A.D. -- Fiction; Maccabees -- Fiction
"Dion, we have been, though of hostile blood, too much to each other
during these terrible days to doubt that we are led by the same hand of
Providence. I cannot see His will. I must not prejudge it. I can only
act upon each duty that I see, and as I see it. But this much is plain
to me--and you will not mistake my meaning, good friend--I can have no
such interests as other women may feel while my people are enslaved. To
this I have vowed before my nation's God. The redemption of Israel from
the hand of him whom you by your soldier's oath have vowed to serve,
that fills my heart. That is my only sentiment; my only passion; but it
is a passion of fire. All else must burn away before it."
"But," replied Dion, speaking very slowly, as if to hear the echo of
each word from the depth of her heart before venturing another, and
watching her eyes for indication, as boys watch the ripples their
pebbles make when dropped into a well, "if--I--were--a--Jew it might
be otherwise? You could love me if I were only a Jew? Deborah, I am a
Jew in my faith--since you have taught me that faith. I am a soldier
of fortune, and have sold my sword to the lord of Antioch, but I
would willingly give it to your people, were it not that I foresee
the hopelessness of your cause. But with your love I could die for
Judaism."
"Noble Dion, these words are ill-considered. The leopard cannot change
his spots, as says our Scripture; nor can a Greek become a Jew. And
surely not so light a thing as a passing fancy for a Jewish girl should
lead you to think to attain the impossible."
"But if--I--were a Jew?" queried he. "If you will tell me that if Dion
were a Jew you could love him, that will be my happiness even as we
part."
"If Dion were a Jew," replied Deborah, "he were worthy of being brother
to the sons of Mattathias, and worthy the love of any woman." With
which words she ran from the room.
Captain Dion stood looking at--nothing, while the sand ran half out of
the glass.
"Am I a Jew or a Greek? I am surely a Jew inwardly, and," glancing into
a polished steel mirror, "my nose is not, as I have often heard it
said, as a good Greek's should be, perfectly straight with my forehead.
By Jove! I could wish that a sabre cut might bend it more. But, Greek
though I am, my sword and my wit are my own, and shall have but one
duty when Gorgias takes the city--to guard this house and the woman
who--would--love--me--if--I--were--a--Jew. So much is clear, clear as
the Jew's law. Let me see if I can be a Jew. First 'to do justly.' Yes,
it will be only downright justice to give my life for hers, since she
has offered hers for mine more than once. Secondly, 'to love mercy.'
Of course I do--in this case. Thirdly, 'to walk humbly with my God.'
Well, if I knew who God is, I would. God of Jew or Greek teach me that!
Amen!"
XXXVIII
THE POISONER
Deborah retired to the roof of the house. She gazed long to the west.
"Caleb, do you hear any sounds far away?"
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