Mrs Rowland would have laughed at the idea of a walk on a December
afternoon, if she had happened to know of the circumstance; but others
than lovers might have considered it pleasant. The sun was still an
hour from its setting; and high in the pale heaven was the large moon,
ready to shine upon the fields and woods, and shed a milder day. No
frost had yet bound up the earth; it had only stripped the trees with a
touch as gentle as that of the fruit-gatherer. No wintry gusts had yet
swept through the woods; and all there was this day as still as in the
autumn noon, when the nut is heard to drop upon the fallen leaves, and
the light squirrel is startled at the rustle along its own path. As a
matter of course, the lovers took their way to the Spring in the Vernon
woods, the spot which had witnessed more of their confidence than any
other. In the alcove above it they had taken shelter from the summer
storm and the autumn shower; they had sat on its brink for many an hour,
when the pure depths of its rocky basin seemed like coolness itself in
the midst of heat, and when falling leaves fluttered down the wind, and
dimpled the surface of the water. They now paused once more under
shelter of the rock which overhung one side of the basin, and listened
to the trickle of the spring. If "aside the devil turned for envy" in
the presence of the pair in Paradise, it might be thought that he would
take flight from this scene also; from the view of this resting of the
lovers on their marriage eve, when the last sun of their separate lives
was sinking, and the separate business of their existence was finished,
and their paths had met before the gate of their paradise, and they were
only waiting for the portal to open to them. But there was that on
Hester's brow which would have made the devil look closer. She was
discomposed, and her replies to what was said were brief, and not much
to the purpose. After a few moments' silence, Mr Hope said gaily--
"There is something on our minds, Hester. Come, what is it?"
"Do not say `our minds.' You know you never have anything on yours. I
believe it is against your nature; and I know it is against your
principles. Do not say `our minds.'"
"I say it because it is true. I never see you look grave but my heart
is as heavy--. But never mind that. What is the matter, love?"
"Nothing," sighed Hester. "Nothing that any one can help--. People may
say what they will, Edward: but there can be no escape from living alone
in this world, after all."
"What _do_ you mean?"
"I mean what no one, not even you, can gainsay. I mean that `the heart
knoweth its own bitterness;' that we have disappointments, and
anxieties, and remorse, and many, many kinds of trouble that we can
never tell to any human being--that none have any concern with--that we
should never dare to tell. We must be alone in the world, after all."
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