"You began yesterday, I think," said Maria. "How did you like it?"
"It was no fair trial. I felt restless at having the house in my
charge; and I was thinking of Hester perpetually; and then I did not
know but that some of the Greys might come in at any moment: and
besides, I was so busy considering whether I was making the most of the
precious hours, that I really did next to nothing all day."
"But you looked sadly tired at night, Miss Margaret," said Morris. "I
never saw you more fit for bed after any party or ball."
Maria smiled. She knew something of the fatigues, as well as the
pleasures, of solitude. Margaret smiled too; but she said it would be
quite another thing when the family were settled, and when it should
have become a habit to spend the morning hours alone; and to this Maria
fully agreed.
Morris thought that people's liking or not liking to be alone depended
much on their having easy or irksome thoughts in their minds. Margaret
answered gaily, that in that case, she was pretty sure of liking
solitude. She was made grave by a sigh and a shake of the head from
Morris.
"Morris, what do you mean?" said Margaret, apprehensively. "Why do you
sigh and shake your head? Why should not I have easy thoughts as often
as I sit in that chair?"
"We never know, Miss Margaret, my dear, how things will turn out. Do
you remember Miss Stevenson, that married a gentleman her family all
thought a great deal of, and he turned out a swindler, and--?"
The girls burst out a-laughing, and Maria assured Morris that she could
answer for no accident of that kind happening with regard to Mr Hope.
Morris laughed too, and said she did not mean that, but only that she
never saw anybody more confident of everything going right than Miss
Stevenson and all her family; and within a month after the wedding, they
were in the deepest distress. That was what she meant: but there were
many other ways of distress happening.
"There is death, my dears," she said. "Remember death, Miss Margaret."
"Indeed, Morris, I do," said Margaret. "I never thought so much of
death as I have done since Mr Hope's accident, when I believed death
was coming to make us all miserable; and the more I have since recoiled
from it, the oftener has the thought come back."
"That is all right, my dear: all very natural. It does not seem natural
to undertake any great new thing in life, without reminding one's self
of the end that must come to all our doings. However, I trust my master
and mistress, and you, have many a happy year to live."
"I like those words, Morris. I like to hear you speak of your master
and mistress, it has such a domestic sound! Does it not make one feel
at home, Maria? Yes, Morris, there I shall sit, and feel so at ease! so
at home, once more!"
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