Her husband started at this echo of the thoughts for which he was at the
moment painfully rebuking himself. He had nothing to say; but gave his
greeting in a brotherly kiss, like that which he had offered on his
marriage with her sister, and on his entrance upon his home.
"How quiet, how very quiet she is!" exclaimed Hester, an Margaret left
the room, after a few words on the events of the evening, and a calm
good-night. "I hope it is all right. I hope she is quite satisfied."
"Satisfied is the word," said her husband. "People are quiet when they
are relieved--calm when they are satisfied--people like Margaret. It is
only great minds, I believe, which feel real satisfaction."
Hester gave him pain by a deep sigh. She was thinking how seldom, and
for how short a time, she had ever felt real satisfaction.
"And how often, and for how long," she asked, "do great minds find
themselves in that heaven?"
"By the blessing of God, not seldom, I trust," replied he; "though not
so often as, by obeying their nature, they might. Intellectual
satisfaction is perhaps not for this world, except in a few of the
inspired hours of the Newtons and the Bacons, who are sent to teach what
the human intellect is. But as often as a great mind meets with full
moral sympathy--as often as it is loved in return for love--as often as
it confides itself unreservedly to the good Power which bestowed its
existence, and appointed all its attributes, I imagine it must repose in
satisfaction."
"Then satisfaction ought to be no new feeling to Margaret," said Hester.
"She always loves every one: she meets with sympathy wherever she
turns; and I believe she has faith enough for a martyr, without knowing
it. Ought not she--must not she, have often felt real satisfaction?"
"Yes."
"I wonder you dole out your words so sparingly about such a being as
Margaret," said Hester, resentfully. "I can tell you, Edward, though
you take so coolly the privilege of having such a one so nearly
connected with you, you might search the world in vain for her equal.
You little know the wealth of her heart and soul, Edward. I ask you
whether she does not deserve to feel full satisfaction of conscience and
affections, and you just answer `Yes,' with as much languor as if I had
asked you whether the clock has struck eleven yet! I can tell you
this--I have said in my own heart, and just to Morris, for years, that
the happiest man of his generation will be he who has Margaret for a
wife: and here you, who ought to know this, give me a grudging `Yes,' in
answer to the first question, arising out of my reverence for Margaret,
that I ever asked you!"
"You mistake me," replied Hope, in a tone of gentleness which touched
her very soul. "One's words may be restrained by reverence as well as
by want of heart. I regard Margaret with a reverence which I should not
have thought it necessary to put into words for your conviction."
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