These hints of "another doctor"--"a better doctor"--"a new man"--met
Hope in other directions. Mrs Howell was once quoted as a whisperer of
the fact; and the milliner's young lady was known to have speculated, on
whether the new doctor would prove to be a single man. No one turned
away from such gossip with more indifference than Hope; but it came to
him in the form of inquiries which he was supposed best able to answer.
He now told Hester of them all; warned her of the probable advent of a
rival practitioner; and at the same time urged upon her a close economy
in the management of the house, as his funds were rapidly failing. If
his practice continued to fall off as it was now doing, he scarcely saw
how they were to keep up their present mode of living. It grieved him
extremely to have to say this to his wife in the very first year of
their marriage. He had hoped to have put larger means in her power,
from year to year; but at present he owned his way was far from being
clear. They had already descended to having no prospect at all.
For all this Hester cared little. She had never known the pinchings of
poverty, any more than the embarrassments of wealth. She could not
conceive of such a thing, as being very anxious about what they should
eat, and what they should drink, and wherewith they should be clothed;
though, if she had looked more narrowly at her own imaginations of
poverty, she would perhaps have discovered on the visionary table always
a delicate dish for her husband--in the wardrobe, always a sleek black
coat--and in his waiting-room, a clear fire in winter; while the rest of
the picture was made up of bread and vegetables, and shabby gowns for
herself, and devices to keep herself warm without burning fuel. Her
imagination was rather amused than alarmed with anticipations of this
sort of poverty. It was certainly not poverty that she dreaded. A more
serious question was, how she could bear to see her husband supplanted,
and, in the eyes of others, disgraced. This question the husband and
wife now often asked each other, and always concluded by agreeing that
time must show.
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