"There is something almost sublime in audacity like this," thought he.
"But it cannot last. It comes from internal torture--a thing as
necessarily temporary as faith (the source of the other kind of
strength) is durable. Not the slightest compunction has she for having
caused the misery she knows of: and not a whit would she relent, if she
could become aware (which she never shall) of what she made Margaret
suffer. I fear my Margaret has still much to endure from her. I will
watch and struggle to ward off from her every evil word and thought.
This is the only comfort under the misery of her being exposed to the
malice of any one belonging to me. No; not the only comfort. She does
not suffer from these things as she did. She says she has a new
strength; and, thank God! I believe it. Now for Mr Walcot! I must
catch him as he comes out of church, and see what I can make of him. If
he is an honourable man, all may turn out well. If not--Rowland and I
must see what can be done next."
CHAPTER THIRTY.
CONDOLENCE.
The family in the corner-house thought this the strangest Sunday morning
they had ever looked upon. Outside their premises, all was like a May
sabbath. The gardens sent up their fragrance into the warm, still air:
the cottage windows were open, and early roses and late hyacinths
appeared within the casements. The swallows were skimming and dipping
about the meadows; and the swans steered their majestic course along the
river, rippling its otherwise unbroken surface. The men of the village
sat on the thresholds of their doors, smoking an early pipe! and their
tidy children, the boys with hair combed straight, and the girls with
clean pinafores, came abroad; some to carry the Sunday dinner to the
baker's, and others to nurse the baby in the sunshine, or to snatch a
bit of play behind a neighbour's dwelling. The contrast within the
corner-house was strange. Morris and the boy had been up early to
gather the stones, and sweep up the fragments of glass from the floors,
to put the effigy out of sight, and efface the marks of feet in the hall
and parlours. The supper had been cleared away in the kitchen, and the
smell of spirits and tobacco got rid of: but this was all that the most
zealous servants could do. The front shutters must remain closed, and
the garden windows empty of glass. The garden itself was a mournful
spectacle,--the pretty garden, which had been the pride and pleasure of
the family all this spring; part of the wall was thrown down; the ivy
trailed on the earth. Of the shrubs, some were pulled up, and others
cut off at the roots. The beds were trodden into clay, and the grass,
so green and sunny yesterday, was now trampled black where it was not
hidden with fragments of the wood-work of the surgery, and with the
refuse of the broken glasses and spilled drugs. Hope had also risen
early. He had found his scared pupil returned, and wandering about the
ruins of his abode,--the surgery.
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