"You have it," said her husband. "There was faith in your voice, and
nothing faithless in what you said. It is a simple truth, that we
cannot see our way before us. We must be satisfied to discern the duty
of the day, and for the future to do what we ought always to be
doing--`to walk by faith and not by sight.' Now, as to this present
duty, it seems to me very clear. It is my duty to offer moral
resistance to oppression, and to make a stand for my reputation. When
it pleases God that men should be overwhelmed by calumny, it is a
dreadful evil which must be borne as well as it may; but not without a
struggle. We must not too hastily conclude that this is to be the issue
in our case. We must stay and struggle for right and justice--struggle
for it, by living on with firm, patient, and gentle minds. This is
surely what we ought to do, rather than go away for the sake of ease,
leaving the prejudices of our neighbours in all their virulence, because
we have not strength to combat them, and letting the right succumb to
the wrong, for want of faith and constancy to vindicate it."
"Oh, we will stay!" cried Hester. "I will try to bear everything, and
be thankful to have to bear, for such reasons. It is all easy, love,
when you lay open your views of our life--when you give us your insight
into the providence of it. I believe I should have looked at it in this
way before, if you had been suffering in any great cause--any cause
manifestly great, because the welfare of many others was involved in it.
I see now that the principle of endurance and the duty of steadfastness
are the same, though--." And yet she paused, and bit her lip.
"Though the occasion looks insignificant enough," said her husband.
"True. Some might laugh at our having to appeal to our faith because we
have been mobbed on pretences which make us blush to think what nonsense
they are, and because a rival has come to supplant me in my profession.
But with all this we have nothing to do. The truth to us is, that we
are living in the midst of malice and hatred, and that poverty stares us
in the face. If these things are quite enough for our strength (and I
imagine we shall find they are so), we have no business to quarrel with
our trial because it is not of a grander kind. Well! wife and sister,
we stay. Is it not so? Then I will go and write to Mr Rowland."
The sisters were silent for some moments after he had left them.
Margaret was refreshing her flowers--the flowers which Philip had
brought in from the garden the day before. How precious were they now,
even above other flowers brought by the same hand--for not another
blossom was left in the desolate garden! Margaret was resolving
silently that she would keep these alive as long as she could, and then
dry them in memory of the place they came from, in its wedding trim.
Hester presently showed the direction her thoughts had taken, by
saying--
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