"Answer me, Enderby--answer me this instant," Hope cried, advancing to
place himself between Enderby and Margaret, whom he saw now entering the
ruin, and rapidly approaching them.
"You are right," said Enderby, aloud. "You may trust me."
"Philip, what am I to think?" said Margaret, walking quite up to him,
and looking intently in his face. "I hardly know whether we are living,
and in our common world." Hope shuddered to see the glance she cast
round the dreary place. Philip half turned away and did not speak.
"Why will not you speak? What reason can there be for this silence?
When you last left me, you feared your sister might make mischief
between us; and then I promised that if such a thing could happen as
that I should doubt you, I would tell you my doubt as soon as I was
aware of it myself; and now you are angry with me--you would strike me
dead this moment, if you dared--and you will not speak."
"Go now, Margaret," said Hope, gently. "He cannot speak to you now:
take my word for it that he cannot."
"I will not go. I will take nobody's word. What are you, Edward,
between me and him? It is my right to know how I have offended him. I
require no more than my right. I do not ask him to love me; nor need I,
for he loves me still--I know it and feel it."
"It is true," said Enderby, mournfully gazing upon her agitated
countenance, but retreating as he gazed.
"I do not ask to be yours, any farther than I am now--now when our
affections are true, and our word is broken. But I do insist upon your
esteem, as far as I have ever possessed it. I have done nothing to
forfeit it; and I demand your reasons for supposing that I have."
"Not now," said Philip, faintly, shrinking in the presence of the two
concerning whom he entertained so painful a complexity of feelings.
There stood Hope, firm as the pillar behind him. There stood Margaret,
agitated, but unabashed as the angels that come in dreams. Was it
possible that these two had loved? Could they then stand before him
thus? But Mrs Grey--what she admitted!--this, in confirmation with
other evidence, could not be cast aside. Yet Philip dared not speak,
fearing to injure beyond reparation.
"Oh, Margaret, not now!" he faintly repeated. "My heart is almost
broken! Give me time."
"You have given me none. Let that pass, however. But I cannot give you
time. I cannot hold out--who can hold out, under injurious secrecy--
under mocking injustice--under torturing doubt from the one who is
pledged to the extreme of confidence? Let us once understand one
another, and we will never meet more, and I will endure whatever must be
endured, and we shall have time--Oh, what a weary time!--to learn to
submit. But not till you have given me the confidence you owe--the last
I shall ever ask from you--will I endure one moment's suspense. I will
not give you time."
"Yes, Margaret, you will--you must," said Hope. "It is hard, very hard;
but Enderby is so far right."
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