The damp upon the spirits of the party was most evident, when all had
descended from the carriages, and were collected in the woods. There
was a general tremor about accidents. If one of the gentlemen had gone
forward to explore, or the children had lagged behind for play, there
was a shouting, and a general stop, till the missing party appeared.
Miss Young would fain have declined her pony, which was duly in waiting
for her. It was only because she felt that no individual could well be
spared from the party that she mounted at all. Mr Hope was to have had
the charge of her; and though she had requested Sydney to take his
place, as far as was necessary, Mr Enderby insisted on doing so; a
circumstance which did not add to her satisfaction. She was not
altogether so heart-sick as her friends, the Ibbotsons; but even to her,
everything was weariness of spirit:--the landscape seemed dull; the
splendid dinner on the grass tiresome; the sunshine sickly; and even the
children, with their laughter and practical jokes, fatiguing and
troublesome. Even she could easily have spoken sharply to each and all
of the little ones. If she felt so, what must the day have been to
Hester? She bore up well under any observation that she might suppose
herself the object of; but Margaret saw how laboriously she strove, and
in vain, to eat; how welcome was the glass of wine; how mechanical her
singing after dinner; and how impatient she was of sitting still. The
strangest thing was to see her walking in a dim glade, in the afternoon,
arm-in-arm with Mrs Rowland,--as if in the most confidential
conversation,--Mrs Rowland apparently offering the confidence, and
Hester receiving it.
"Look at them!" said Mr Enderby. "Who would believe that my sister
prohibited solitary walks and _tete-a-tetes_, only three hours ago, on
the ground that every one ought to be sociable to-day? I shall go and
break up the conference."
"Pray do not," said Margaret. "Let them forget rules, and pass their
time as they like best."
"Oh! but here is news of Hope. Mr Grey has now brought word that he is
no worse. I begin to think he may get through, which, God knows I had
no idea of this morning."
"Do you really think so? But do not tell other people, unless you are
quite confident that you really mean what you say."
"I may be wrong, of course: but I do think the chances improve with
every hour that he does not get worse; and he is certainly not worse. I
have a strong presentiment that he will struggle through."
"Go, then; and tell as many people as you choose: only make them
understand how much is presentiment."
The _tete-a-tete_ between the ladies, being broken off by Mr Enderby
with his tidings, was not renewed. Hester walked beside Miss Young's
pony, her cheek flushed, and her eye bright. Margaret thought there was
pride underneath, and not merely the excitement of renewed hope, so
feeble as that hope must yet be, and so nearly crushed by suspense.
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