Deering of Deal; Or, The Spirit of the SchoolGriswold, Latta
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Deering of Deal; Or, The Spirit of the School
Griswold, Latta
Boys -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction
One night, shortly after the episode, the first night that any
favorable news had come from the Infirmary, as Doctor Forester was
sitting before his study fire, there came a tap on the door, and in
response to his summons, Mr. Roylston entered.
“Ah, I am glad to see you,” said the Head, who had been waiting, a
little impatiently, for his assistant master to seek this interview.
“Have a cigar?” he added.
“No, thank you,” said Mr. Roylston, seating himself in a
straight-backed chair. “I have come—as soon as I could recover from
the shock of recent events—to tell you what I know—what led me
several nights ago, to bring Finch here.”
“Yes, yes,” said the Doctor, “I want to hear all about it. I have
foreborne to question you, though I realized there was something behind
it which in good time you would explain. Fortunately now, we are
assured that Deering is out of danger. The doctor holds out some small
hope for poor Finch, but it will be a tough pull.”
“Yes, I fear so. I hope, I hope deeply that he will recover. I am
relieved to know that Deering is better.” He paused for a moment,
as though he could scarcely bring himself to say what was on his
mind. “Doctor Forester, I have come to-night not only to give you an
explanation but to make a confession.”
“Yes,” said the Head in a sympathetic tone.
“I have always tried, sir, to do my duty in this school according to my
light.”
“Yes,” said Doctor Forester, “I believe that, my friend.”
“But my light, sir, has often,—always, I fear, been a poor one.”
“Ah,” interposed the older man, “who of us would dare say otherwise? We
all fall short, every one.”
“Possibly—but all are not too proud, as I have been, to acknowledge
it. I have never acknowledged it, sir, until to-night—not even to
myself.” He paused again, to continue presently, as he shaded his
face with his hand, “I will not go into details, but I want to put it
boldly, baldly. I have been hard, hard to the degree of cruelty, on
that poor boy who is lying now in the delirium of a dangerous fever.
God forgive me!... I disapproved, sir, of your taking him here, and
though, even now, I cannot say that I think you were wise in that——”
“Alas, no!” interrupted the Head Master, “not if we are to judge by the
immediate results. But I think I see deeper....”
The master thought a moment in silence. “Yes,” he said at last. “I
think you do. It is having a wider, a deeper effect than I have
realized.... But he, poor boy, has suffered, and I have so often, so
uncharitably, made him suffer; while those, whom I have not liked,
Morris, young Deering, and others, have been kind. It is terrible to
me, sir, now to think of that suffering.”
“Yes, my friend, yes; I think it must be. You have been hard, too hard;
but, thank God, righteousness comes of suffering. I can see, oh, in
so many ways, how poor Finch’s suffering is teaching us all a lesson,
teaching us a truer religion, a sweeter, kinder philosophy of life.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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