Deering of Deal; Or, The Spirit of the SchoolGriswold, Latta
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Deering of Deal; Or, The Spirit of the School
Griswold, Latta
Boys -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction
Tony scarcely knew what to say to this, for of course he remembered how
bitterly Finch had always hated Mr. Roylston. The master, however, did
not expect a reply. “I think,” he went on, “that there was a good deal
of justice in what the boy said, though I did not mean to go into that
with you to-night. Among other things he told me that night that he
intensely resented my attitude toward you.”
Tony laughed a little. “Jake showed equally bad judgment whether he
greatly liked or disliked a person.”
“Well,” continued Mr. Roylston, “right or wrong, his remarks have
caused me to think things over very seriously the last few days, and I
have come to the conclusion that in this also Finch was right. I was
hard on you—too hard.”
Tony lay still for a moment, thinking; finally he raised himself a
little and looked at the master intently. “Mr. Roylston,” he said,
“it’s mighty white of you to come and say this to me. In return I want
to tell you just one thing—the one thing I have against you—the rest
has been give and take, and none of it, it seems to me, very serious.
I know I have annoyed you a great many times and that occasionally in
Lower School days I was more or less impertinent, but I did one thing
that I was thoroughly ashamed of and thoroughly sorry for. As for your
soaking me a lot in the old days, as for your preventing me from being
Head Prefect, I’ve borne no grudge. I think you were pretty stiff—I
think honestly you are too stiff as to discipline most of the time—but
I never thought you were unfair or unjust, and I have but one grudge
against you. And that is that when I apologized to you for writing that
thing a year ago you wouldn’t accept my apology really; you wouldn’t
believe I was sorry.”
“Well, I believe so now,” said Mr. Roylston, “and it is to tell you
that particularly that I have come here to-night.”
“I’m mighty glad, sir. That’s all I ever blamed you for, sir,—really.
I have often complained of you in a noisy careless kind of way, as I
have of other masters, but that was all guff. I didn’t any more really
mean those things than I supposed you meant things when you would look
at us sometimes as if we were actually beneath contempt.”
Mr. Roylston reflected a moment. “I am afraid,” he continued, “that on
my side, I do regret a great many things. I have been genuinely lacking
in sympathy more than once. I have often been unnecessarily hard. It
has not been right; and, as you see, I regret it. The more keenly, I
fancy, as my lack of sympathy in this particular case of Finch counted
a great deal in what so nearly meant a tragedy.”
“Well, fortunately, it wasn’t one, sir. The nurse tells me that they
think poor Jake will pull through.”
“Yes, but he will not get back to work again this term; there is no
chance of that.”
“What do you think, sir, will happen to him? what will he do next year?”
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