Deering of Deal; Or, The Spirit of the SchoolGriswold, Latta
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Deering of Deal; Or, The Spirit of the School
Griswold, Latta
Boys -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction
Instead of going back to the school, he struck across the meadows to
the beach. It had cleared at nightfall, and the stars were shining in a
deep blue sky, and a lovely young crescent moon, cloud-clung, hung in
the west. Tony walked up the beach alone, thinking, feeling intensely.
The silent somber beauty of the night, the great stars, the lazy splash
of the little foam-flecked waves upon the sands, the cool frosty
dark, appealed to him deeply. He could scarcely have told of what he
was thinking: of various things—the day’s events, the celebration,
Betty and the violets she had given him, Finch and his hungry eyes,
life. The world seemed beautiful to him, but strange and sad.... Years
afterward he was to recall that night, and remember that it had marked
a definite moment in the process of his coming to himself.
At the end of the beach he met Mr. Morris, who was also walking alone.
“Hello,” exclaimed the master, “what are you doing here? The conqueror
is tired of plaudits, eh?”
“What brings _you_, magister?... I wanted to be alone I guess.”
“And I,” said Morris, with a smile. “Sometimes a day of excitement
reacts on me like this. I need to round it off with a walk by myself.
Let’s go back together though, if you have had enough of yourself as I
have.”
“Quite enough,” said Tony, as he turned with the older man back toward
the school.
For a while they said nothing, but eventually the master, by tactful
questions, led the boy to talk of himself. There followed one of those
long quiet conversations that come so rarely, but mean so much to boy
and master when they come. When they reached the school all of the
lights were out save for a glow at the spot where the bonfire had been.
They shook hands and parted at the door of Morris’s study.
The schoolmaster, when he was alone, instead of lighting his lamp,
stood for a long while before the glowing embers of the fire on his
hearth, absorbed in his thoughts. He had had a bad day, a stupid day
after the excitement of the game, for there had come upon him one of
those unaccountable and unreasonable moods of depression wherein it
seemed to him that he was wasting his life in the obscurity of a petty
profession, wasting the talents, abilities, ambitions, that in college
days had promised a brilliant career. He knew it was but a mood, but
he had not been able to shake it off. Other fellows, classmates of
his at school and college, had been back, with their good-natured,
ill-chosen greetings that drove the iron deeper into his soul: “Old
Morris—holding the fort—still on the old camp-ground, eh?” and the
like.
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