Deering of Deal; Or, The Spirit of the SchoolGriswold, Latta
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Deering of Deal; Or, The Spirit of the School
Griswold, Latta
Boys -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction
He made a point, for instance, of dropping in at Finch’s room in
Standerland two or three times a week and chatting with the boy the
odd quarters of an hour that he otherwise would have spent in genial
loafing with his cronies. And though he certainly would not have kept
on going there for the sake of anything that Finch could contribute
to the joy of life for him, when the awkwardness of deliberately
performing a kindness had somewhat worn off, he found a certain amount
of compensating satisfaction in noting the light of pleasure that came
into Jake’s pale blue eyes, and in the relaxation of the corners of
his mouth from bitter rigidity into friendly appreciation and welcome.
Gradually too Finch’s shyness wore off a little when he was alone
with Tony; and though it can hardly be said that even in his most
un-selfconscious moments he ever seemed a full-blooded care-free boy,
he thawed into a semblance of humanity. He reminded Tony often of a dog
that has been treated cruelly in its puppyhood, which never recovers
fearlessness but shrinks even under a friendly hand.
And like a dog Jacob Finch began to idolize Anthony Deering. This was
the first time in all his barren life that a fellow boy had treated
him with kindness, who had not showed in his manner the repulsion the
unhappy little chap had the misfortune to stir in his kind. Tony’s
image loomed large in his thoughts. The intense worship he paid him
secretly did much to atone for the slights of others, to blot out
other boys from his consciousness. He cringed and shrank still under
jibes and jokes, trembled with unreasoned fear before masters, quivered
with fright when he found himself alone in a crowd of boys; but he did
his work faithfully and with the success that comes from persistence
even when a keen intelligence is lacking. More and more, however, his
inner life was absorbed in his devotion to Deering.
From his seat in the chapel he could just see the wavy, copper-colored
top of Tony’s head. By straining a little he could frequently see
his face,—bright, sensitive, mobile, smiling often that smile of a
singular and rare sweetness that made Tony beautiful to others beside
Finch. To Jake he was as perfect, as spotless, as wonderful, as a god.
The fervor of his adoration was akin to the enthusiasm of a _devotée_
for his idol. All this of course he hid, not altogether but mostly,
from Deering; never voiced, though he could not help looking his
devotion. He would spend hours during a day standing about in various
places on the mere chance that he would get a glimpse of Tony; haunted
the woods above Beaver Pond in the hockey season, where he would lie,
flat and shivering, upon a projecting rock, and follow with weak,
straining eyes the skaters on the ice below, his eager gaze seeking
always for one bright slim form. And when he had found it, he was as
happy as he often had been.
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