Deficient Saints: A Tale of MaineSaunders, Marshall
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Deficient Saints: A Tale of Maine
Saunders, Marshall
Maine -- Fiction
"How long ago it all seems, and yet how recent. It might have been
yesterday that slim young Sylvester, in his Sunday coat, and with his
best stock about his neck, went with hanging head from this house, and
my father, red with rage, stood brandishing his cane at him for daring
to aspire to the hand of his daughter; while I, poor fool, looked from
a window above and laughed. I had so many lovers that I could afford to
surrender one. However, I liked him more than I at the time suspected,"
she went on with more vigour, "though you must not tell your wife any
story about a spoiled love match. I have not married because I have
chosen to remain single. Middle age and old age are practical. Youth is
a far away dream. I did not suffer much, and your father certainly soon
consoled himself with a woman better fitted to be a Puritan's wife than
dancing Jane Gastonguay ever was. Don't you think so?" and she peered
into his face.
Justin, in his stubborn honesty, would not discuss the matter with
her. She had flirted with his father and broken his heart, thereby
promoting him to saintship gained through much suffering, and he
strongly suspected that she had also broken her own heart, and that
her peculiarities were the result of this perversion of her feminine
nature. She should have married and become the contented mother of a
family.
Miss Gastonguay, as if comprehending his thoughts, changed the subject
of conversation. "Has my brother Louis any children beside this one?"
"No."
"Who was this girl's mother?"
"A fair-haired German girl with a beautiful Christian character. She
was a school-teacher whom my wife's father met in some boarding-house.
I gathered from what he told me, that, having learned after marriage
what he really was, she faded away and died, first making him promise
to carefully educate her child."
"Did Louis love her?"
"He broke down in telling me about her."
"He always had a long head, had Louis. It looks to me as if he
deliberately laid a scheme to have you marry his daughter."
"I think he did."
"And you lent yourself to it?"
"I should most certainly not have done so had she been other than she
is."
"You have gained a prize matrimonially."
Justin's face glowed. "I am not a man of easy speech," he said, simply,
"but I can speak freely to you, and I know you will be interested in
hearing that no opinion you can form of my wife will be too high a one.
I wish I could describe to you her gentleness and amiability. Little by
little she has undertaken the duties of a wife that I was slow to urge
upon her. I wished to keep her a happy girl for a time, but the torture
of leaving her father brought on a crisis. She began to ask questions,
to examine herself, to study me and my relations to her, and now she
has put girlhood far behind her, and is getting a firm grasp of things
material and spiritual."
"Religion and love," said Miss Gastonguay, with a sigh, "you have
both,--or think you have. You ought to be happy."
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