Delaware; or, The Ruined Family. Vol. 3James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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Delaware; or, The Ruined Family. Vol. 3
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
Blanche found that she had got into a scrape; and as there was but one
way of getting out of it in all the world, she took it at once. She
paused, and though she was ready to sink where she stood, she raised
her long eyelashes, and fixed her beautiful eyes upon her cousin's
face for one single moment, with a glance that was worth all the
Oriental love-letters that ever were composed--imploring, tender, full
of gentleness and affection. It seemed to say, "Do not--do not
overpower me--I am yours, heart, and soul, and mind--but my heart is
so full, another word will break it."
Beauchamp read it all at once; and pressing her hand in both of his,
he asked the very intelligible question, "Is it--is it mine, dear
Blanche?"
"If you still wish it, Henry," she replied. "Can I refuse anything to
the saviour of my brother's character, and the generous benefactor of
our whole family?"
The spirit of perversity seized upon Beauchamp again in a moment; and
he was not satisfied. "Nay, Blanche! Nay!" he said. "I must win a
dearer assurance than that. I will not owe to gratitude--little as I
have deserved it--what I would fain owe to love. No, no--I must have a
dearer assurance, or I shall think that the same Blanche Delaware who
accepts Henry Beauchamp in France, would again refuse Henry Burrel
if--unbacked by some pitiful service--he again stood by the Prior's
Fountain."
Beauchamp's exacting mood gave Blanche the advantage; and, by amusing
her fancy even for a single instant, got the better of a part of her
agitation. She smiled, and was half inclined to triumph, for she felt
that she could if she liked; but love was the more powerful motive,
and she only misused her advantage by that one playful smile, and a
few words like it. "I no more refused him then," she replied, "because
he was Henry Burrel, than I now accept him because he is Earl of
Ashborough. Do you believe me, Henry?" she asked, after a pause.
"I do, indeed, dear Blanche," replied Beauchamp. "But you are smiling
at me still; and indeed, indeed--if you could tell all the agony, and
long, long days of misery which that rejection caused me, I am sure
you would pity the feelings that your words produced."
"I did from the first, Henry--I did from the first!" replied Blanche,
earnestly; "but you must believe me, Henry, when I tell you, that I
suffered double what you did. Yes, yes!" she added, seeing him shake
his head. "Yes, yes, I did, for I was crushing my own heart at the
very time I was _obliged_ to crush that of him--of him--Oh, Henry, you
do not know what I felt!"
"Obliged!" cried Beauchamp, catching at the word. "Obliged! Did Sir
Sidney then object?"
"Oh, no!" answered Blanche. "Nor would have objected. But it shall all
be explained, Henry, if you can forgive me, and love me still,
notwithstanding all the pain I have made you suffer."
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