Bildungsromans; Germany -- Social conditions -- 1918-1933 -- Fiction; Young men -- Germany -- Fiction
“Me? Naturally. No one dreams of what does not concern him. But it
does not concern me alone, you are right. I distinguish tolerably
well between the dreams which indicate agitation of my own soul, and
the others, the rare ones, which bear on the fate of all humanity. I
have seldom had such dreams, and never one of which I can say that it
was a prophecy, and that it has been fulfilled. The interpretations
are too uncertain. But this I know for a certainty, I have dreamed of
something which does not concern me alone. For the dream belongs to
others, former ones I have had; this is the continuation. These are the
dreams, Sinclair, in which I had the premonitions which I have already
mentioned to you. We know that the world is absolutely rotten, but
that is no reason to prophesy its ruin, or to make a prophecy of a like
nature. But for several years past I have had dreams, from which I
conclude, or feel, or what you will, which, then, give me the feeling
that the break-up of an old world is drawing near. At first they were
simply faint presentiments, but since they have become more and more
significant. Even now I know nothing more than that something big and
terrible is approaching, which will concern me. Sinclair, we shall go
through the experiences of which we have so often talked. The world is
about to renew itself. It smacks of death. Nothing new comes without
death. It is more terrible than I had thought.”
Frightened, I looked at him fixedly.
“Can’t you tell me the rest of your dream?” I begged timidly.
He shook his head.
“No.”
The door opened and Mother Eve entered.
“There you are, sitting together! Children, I hope you aren’t sad?”
She looked fresh, her fatigue had quite vanished. Demian smiled at her,
she came to us as a mother comes to frightened children.
“We aren’t sad, mother. We were simply trying to solve the riddle of
these new signs. But that is of no importance; what is to come, will
be here all of a sudden, and then we shall learn what we need to know.”
But I did not feel happy. When I said good-bye and went down alone
through the hall, I felt that the hyacinths were faded and withered,
reminding me of corpses. A shadow had fallen over us.
CHAPTER EIGHT
BEGINNING OF THE END
It had been decided that I should remain in H---- for the summer
semester. Instead of staying in the house, we were almost always in the
garden by the river. The Japanese, who by the way had been thoroughly
beaten in the boxing match, was away, and the disciple of Tolstoy was
also missing. Demian had procured a horse, and went for long rides
every day. I was often alone with his mother.
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