Bildungsromans; Germany -- Social conditions -- 1918-1933 -- Fiction; Young men -- Germany -- Fiction
The sound of horse’s hoofs clattering down the long street rang nearer
and nearer, then suddenly ceased. I sprang to the window. Below Demian
was dismounting.
“What is the matter, Demian? Nothing can have happened to your mother?”
He did not listen to my words. He was very pale, and perspiration ran
down both sides of his forehead over his cheeks. His horse was flecked
with foam. He tied the reins to the garden fence, then he took my arm
and walked with me down the street.
“Have you already heard the news?” I had heard nothing.
Demian pressed my arm and turned his face to me, with a dark,
compassionate, singular look.
“Yes, old man, now we’re in for it. You know of the strained relations
with Russia----”
“What? Is it war? I had never believed it.”
He spoke in an undertone, although no one was near.
“It is not yet declared. But it’s war. Rely on it. I haven’t worried
you lately, but I have seen three new omens since. It will be no
foundering of the world, no earthquake, no revolution. It’s war. You
will see how that strikes everybody. It will be a joy to people;
everyone already rejoices that hostilities are about to commence. So
insipid has life become for them. But you will see now, Sinclair, that
is only the beginning. This will perhaps be a great war, a very great
war. The new dispensation commences and for those who adhere to the
old, the new will be terrible. What will you do?”
I was perplexed, everything sounded so strange and improbable.
“I don’t know--and you?”
He shrugged his shoulders.
“As soon as mobilization orders are out, I join up. I am a lieutenant.”
“You? I had no idea of that.”
“Yes. It was one of my adaptations. You know, I have never wanted to
appear out of the ordinary, and have rather done too much, in order to
be correct, to do the right thing. In eight days, I think, I shall be
already in the field.”
“For God’s sake!”
“Look here, old fellow, you mustn’t take things so sentimentally. At
bottom it certainly won’t give me pleasure to order machine gunfire to
be turned on living creatures, but that is a secondary matter. Now each
one of us will be seized by the great wheel of fate. You as well. You
will certainly be called up.”
“And your mother, Demian?”
Then for the first time I recollected what I was doing a quarter of an
hour before. How the world had changed! I had summoned together all my
force in order to conjure up the sweetest picture, and now fate had
suddenly put on a new, horrible mask.
“My mother? We need have no cares for her safety. She is safe, safer
than anyone else in the world to-day. You love her so very much?”
“You knew it, Demian?” He laughed brightly and without any
embarrassment.
“You child! Naturally I knew it. No one has yet called my mother Mother
Eve without loving her. By the way, how was that? You have called to
either her or myself to-day, haven’t you?”
“Yes, I called--I called to Mother Eve.”
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