Bildungsromans; Germany -- Social conditions -- 1918-1933 -- Fiction; Young men -- Germany -- Fiction
In the clouds a large city could be seen, out of which millions of men
were streaming, spreading in swarms over the broad countryside. In
their very midst there appeared the mighty figure of a god, as big as
a mountain, with glittering stars in its hair, and with the features
of Mother Eve. Into it disappeared the processions of men, as into a
gigantic cave, and were lost to view. The goddess shrank down on the
ground, the sign on her forehead glittered brightly. She seemed to
be under the influence of a dream. She closed her eyes and her large
features were twisted in pain. Suddenly she cried out, and out of her
forehead sprang stars, which hurried in lovely arcs and half-circles
over the black sky.
One of the stars rushed noisily through the air to meet me, as if
seeking me out. With a crash it burst into a thousand sparks, lifting
me off my feet and hurling me on to the ground. The world broke up
thunderously about me.
They found me close to the poplar, covered with earth and wounded in
several places.
I lay in a cellar, guns growled and rumbled overhead, I lay in a cart,
and was jolted over empty fields. For the most part I was either asleep
or unconscious. But the more deeply I slept, the more strongly I felt
that I was being drawn, that I followed at the will of a force over
which I was not master.
I lay on straw in a stable, it was dark, someone trod on my hand. But
my inner self willed to go further, the mysterious force drew me on.
Again I lay in a cart, and later on a stretcher. Even more strongly
I felt in me the command to go forward, I was conscious only of the
pressure, the force which seemed to be controlling my journeying thus
from place to place.
At last I was there. It was night. I was fully conscious and I felt
strongly the secret attraction and power which had brought me to that
place. Now I was lying in a room, on a bed made up on the floor. I
felt I had arrived at the place to which I had been called. I glanced
around, close to my mattress was another, on which someone was lying,
someone who bent over and looked at me. It was Max Demian.
I could not speak, and he either could not or would not. He only looked
at me. A lamp which hung over him on the wall cast a light on his face.
He smiled at me.
For what seemed an immeasurably long time he gazed unwaveringly into my
eyes. Slowly he inclined his face towards me, until we almost touched.
“Sinclair!” he said in a whisper.
I signaled to him with my eyes that I understood him.
He smiled again, almost as if in compassion.
“Little one!” he said, smiling.
His mouth lay now quite close to mine. Softly he continued to speak.
“Can you still remember Frank Kromer?” he asked.
I winked at him, and could even manage to smile.
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