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She had been called perfect before now, and what had come of it? Two
graves, and a broken life! She drew herself up with a face now grown
quite pale and rigid. In reply to Carrington, she said not a word, but
only shook her head slightly without looking at him.
He went on: “After all, it is not my own happiness I am thinking of but
yours. I never was vain enough to think that I was worth your love, or
that I could ever win it. Your happiness is another thing. I care so
much for that as to make me dread going away, for fear that you may
yet find yourself entangled in this wretched political life here, when,
perhaps if I stayed, I might be of some use.”
“Do you really think, then, that I am going to fall a victim to Mr.
Ratcliffe?” asked Madeleine, with a cold smile.
“Why not?” replied Carrington, in a similar tone. “He can put forward
a strong claim to your sympathy and help, if not to your love. He can
offer you a great field of usefulness which you want. He has been very
faithful to you. Are you quite sure that even now you can refuse him
without his complaining that you have trifled with him?”
“And are you quite sure,” added Mrs. Lee, evasively, “that you have not
been judging him much too harshly? I think I know him better than you.
He has many good qualities, and some high ones. What harm can he do me?
Supposing even that he did succeed in persuading me that my life could
be best used in helping his, why should I be afraid of it?”
“You and I,” said Carrington, “are wide apart in our estimates of Mr.
Ratcliffe. To you, of course, he shows his best side. He is on his good
behaviour, and knows that any false step will ruin him. I see in him
only a coarse, selfish, unprincipled politician, who would either drag
you down to his own level, or, what is more likely, would very soon
disgust you and make your life a wretched self-immolation before his
vulgar ambition, or compel you to leave him. In either case you would
be the victim. You cannot afford to make another false start in life.
Reject me! I have not a word to say against it. But be on your guard
against giving your existence up to him.”
“Why do you think so ill of Mr. Ratcliffe?” asked Madeleine; “he always
speaks highly of you. Do you know anything against him that the world
does not?”
“His public acts are enough to satisfy me,” replied Carrington, evading
a part of the question. “You know that I have never had but one opinion
about him.”
There was a pause in the conversation. Both parties felt that as yet no
good had come of it. At length Madeleine asked, “What would you have me
do? Is it a pledge you want that I will under no circumstances marry Mr.
Ratcliffe?”
“Certainly not,” was the answer; “you know me better than to think
I would ask that. I only want you to take time and keep out of his
influence until your mind is fairly made up. A year hence I feel certain
that you will think of him as I do.”
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