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The words were spoken hurriedly and with a ring almost of hostility. At
the same time the girl’s cheeks flushed. She felt herself hard beset. A
network was being woven about her by hands she could not deem other
than loving; it was time to exert herself that the meshes might not be
completed, and the necessity cost her a feeling of shame.
‘But your brother’s friend, my dear. Surely you ought not to say that
you have no interest in him at all.’
‘I do say it, mother, and I wish to say it so plainly that you cannot
after this mistake me. Alfred’s friends are very far from being
necessarily my friends. Not only have I no interest in Mr. Mutimer, I
even a little dislike him.’
‘I had no idea of that, Adela,’ said her mother, rather blankly.
‘But it is the truth, and I feel I ought to have tried to make you
understand that sooner. I thought you would see that I had no pleasure
in speaking of him.’
‘But how is it possible to dislike him? I confess that is very hard for
me to understand. I am sure his behaviour to you is perfect--so entirely
respectful, so gentlemanly.’
‘No, mother, that is not quite the word to use. You are mistaken; Mr.
Mutimer is _not_ a perfect gentleman.’
It was said with much decision, for to Adela’s mind this clenched
her argument. Granted the absence of certain qualities which she held
essential in a gentleman, there seemed to her no reason for another word
on the subject.
‘Pray, when has he misbehaved himself?’ inquired her mother, with a
touch of pique.
‘I cannot go into details. Mr. Mutimer has no doubt many excellent
qualities; no doubt he is really an earnest and a well-meaning man. But
if I am asked to say more than that, it must be the truth--as it seems
to me. Please, mother dear, don’t ask me to talk about him in future.
And there is something else I wish to say. I do hope you won’t be
offended with me, but indeed I--I hope you will not ask me to go to the
Manor again. I feel I ought not to go. It is painful; I suffer when I am
there.’
‘How strange you are to-day, Adela! Really, I think you might allow me
to decide what is proper and what is not. My experience is surely the
best judge. You are worse than unkind, Adela; it’s rude to speak to me
like that.’
‘Dear mother,’ said the girl, with infinite gentleness, ‘I am very, very
sorry. How could I be unkind or rude to you? I didn’t for a moment mean
that my judgment was better than yours; it is my feelings that I
speak of. You won’t ask me to explain--to say more than that? You must
understand me?’
‘Oh yes, my dear, I understand you too well,’ was the stiff reply. ‘Of
course I am old-fashioned, and I suppose old-fashioned people are a
little coarse; _their_ feelings are not quite as fine as they might be.
We will say no more for the present, Adela. I will do my best not to
lead you into disagreeable situations through my lack of delicacy.’
There were tears in Adela’s eyes.
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