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The library did not as yet quite justify its name. There was only one
bookcase, and not more than fifty volumes stood on its shelves. But a
large writing-table was well covered with papers. There were no pictures
on the walls, a lack which was noticeable throughout the house. The
effect was a certain severity; there was no air of home in the spacious
chambers; the walls seemed to frown upon their master, the hearths were
cold to him as to an intruding alien. Perhaps Alice felt something of
this; on entering the library she shivered a little, and went to warm
her hands at the fire.
‘Sit in this deep chair,’ said her brother. ‘I’ll have a cigarette.
How’s mother?’
‘Well, she hasn’t been quite herself,’ Alice replied, gazing into the
fire. ‘She can’t get to feel at home, that’s the truth of it. She goes.
very often to the old house.’
‘Goes very often to the old house, does she?’
He repeated the words mechanically, watching smoke that issued from his
lips. ‘Suppose she’ll get all right in time.’
When the coffee arrived a decanter of cognac accompanied it. Richard had
got into the habit of using the latter rather freely of late. He
needed a stimulant in view of the conversation that was before him. The
conversation was difficult to begin. For a quarter of an hour he strayed
over subjects, each of which, he thought, might bring him to the point.
A question from Alice eventually gave him the requisite impulse.
‘What’s the bad news you’ve got to tell me, Dick?’ she asked shyly.
‘Bad news? Why, yes, I suppose it is bad, and it’s no use pretending
anything else. I’ve brought you down here just to tell it you. Somebody
must know first, and it had better be somebody who’ll listen patiently,
and perhaps help me to get over it. I don’t know quite how you’ll take
it, Alice. For anything I can tell you may get up and be off, and have
nothing more to do with me.’
‘Why, what ever can it be, Dick? Don’t talk nonsense. You’re not afraid
of _me_, I should think.’
‘Yes, I am a bit afraid of you, old girl. It isn’t a nice thing to tell
you, and there’s the long and short of it. I’m hanged if I know how to
begin.’
He laughed in an irresolute way. Trying to light a new cigarette from
the remnants of the one he had smoked, his hands shook. Then he had
recourse again to cognac.
Alice was drumming with her foot on the floor. She sat forward, her arms
crossed upon her lap. Her eyes were still on the fire.
‘Is it anything about Emma, Dick?’ she asked, after a disconcerting
silence.
‘Yes, it is.’
‘Hadn’t you better tell me at once? It isn’t at all nice to feel like
this.’
‘Well, I’ll tell you. I can’t marry Emma; I’m going to marry someone
else.’
Alice was prepared, but the plain words caused her a moment’s
consternation.
‘Oh, what ever will they all say, Dick?’ she exclaimed in a low voice.
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