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Then he informed his wife of what had befallen. He was not cheerful,
but with five hundred pounds in his pocket he could not be altogether
depressed. What might not happen in a year? He was becoming prominent;
there had been mention of him lately in London journals. Pooh! as if he
would ever really want!
‘The great thing,’ he exclaimed, ‘is that I can lay down the hundred
pounds! If I’d failed in that it would have been all up. Come, now, why
can’t you give me a bit of encouragement, Adela? I tell you what it is.
There’s no place where I’m thought so little of as in my own home, and
that’s a fact.’
She did not worship him, she made no pretence of it. Her cold, pale
beauty had not so much power over him as formerly, but it still
chagrined him keenly as often as he was reminded that he had no
high place in his wife’s judgment. He knew well enough that it was
impossible for her to: admire him; he was conscious of the thousand
degrading things he had said and done, every one of them stored in
her memory. Perhaps not once since that terrible day in the Pentonville
lodgings had he looked her straight in the eyes. Yes, her beauty
appealed to him less than even a year ago; Adela knew it, and it was the
one solace in her living death. Perhaps occasion could again have stung
him into jealousy, but Adela was no longer a vital interest in his
existence. He lived in external things, his natural life. Passion had
been an irregularity in his development. Yet he would gladly have had
his wife’s sympathy. He neither loved nor hated her, but she was for
ever above him, and, however unconsciously, he longed for her regard.
Irreproachable, reticent, it might be dying, Adela would no longer
affect interests she did not feel. To these present words of his she
replied only with a grave, not unkind, look; a look he could not under
stand, yet which humbled rather than irritated him.
The servant opened the door and announced a visitor--‘Mr. Hilary.’
Mutimer seemed struck with a thought as he heard the name.
‘The very man!’ he exclaimed below his breath, with a glance at Adela.
‘Just run off and let us have this room. My luck won’t desert me, see if
it does!’
CHAPTER XXXII
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