It was true enough, and Lilian was herself conscious of it, but she
obeyed an impulse from which there seemed no way of escape. Her
conscience and her fears would not leave her at peace; every now and
then she found herself starting at unusual sounds, trembling in mental
agitation if any one approached her with an unwonted look, dreading the
arrival of the post, the sight of a newspaper, faces in the street.
Then she hastened to the excitement of canvassing, as another might
have turned to more vulgar stimulants. Certainly her health had
suffered. She could not engage in quiet study, still less could rest
her mind in solitary musing, as in the old days.
Denzil seated himself by her on the sofa.
"If you are to suffer in this way, little girl, I shall repent sorely
that ever I went in for politics."
"How absurd of me! I can't think why I behave so ridiculously!"
But still she sobbed, resting her head against him.
"I have an idea," he said at length, rendered clairvoyant by his
affection, "that after next week you will feel much easier in your
mind."
"After next week?"
"Yes; when Glazzard is married and gone away."
She would not confess that he was right, but her denials strengthened
his surmise.
"I can perfectly understand it, Lily. It certainly was unfortunate; and
if it had been any one but Glazzard, I might myself have been wishing
the man away. But you know as well as I do that Glazzard would not
breathe a syllable."
"Not even to his wife?" she whispered.
"Not even to her! I assure you"--he smiled--"men have no difficulty in
keeping important secrets, Samson notwithstanding. Glazzard would think
himself for ever dishonoured. But in a week's time they will be gone;
and I shouldn't wonder if they remain abroad for years. So brighten up,
dearest dear, and leave Sam alone; he's a cynical old fellow, past hope
of mending his ways. See more of Molly; she does you good. And,
by-the-bye, it's time you called on the Catesbys. They will always be
very glad to see you."
This family of Catesby was one of the few really distinguished in the
neighbourhood. Colonel Catesby, a long-retired warrior, did not mingle
much with local society, but with his wife and daughter he had appeared
at Denzil's first political dinner; they all "took to" their hostess,
and had since manifested this liking in sundry pleasant ways.
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