About her there was a mystery which alarmed me; made me sit up, chilled,
to eye her and accuse.
"Where? We are free, you mean? What's the bargain?"
"I go to them. You go where you choose--to the stage road, of course. I
have his promise."
This brought me to my feet, rigid; more than scandalized, for no word can
express the shock.
"You go to them? And then where?"
She answered calmly, flushing a little, smiling a little, her eyes
sincere.
"It's the best way and the only way. We shall neither of us be harmed,
now. The chief will provide for me and you yourself are free. No, no," she
said, checking my first indignant cry. "Really I don't mind. The Indians
are about the only persons left to me. I'll be safe with them." She
laughed rather sadly, but brightened. "I don't know but that I prefer them
to the whites. I told you I had no place. And this saves you also, you
see. I got you into it--I've felt that you blamed me, almost hated me.
Things have been breaking badly for me ever since we met again in Benton.
So it's up to me to make good. You can go home, and I shall not be
unhappy, I think. Please believe that. The wife of a great chief is quite
a personage--he won't inquire into my past. But if we try to stay here you
will certainly be killed, and I shall suffer, and we shall gain nothing.
You must take my money. Please do. Then good-bye. I told him I would come
out, under his promise."
She and the rocks reeled together. That was my eyes, giddy with a rush of
blood, surging and hot.
"Never, never, never!" I was shouting, ignoring her hand. How she had
misjudged me! What a shame she had put upon me! I could not credit. "You
shall not--I tell you, you sha'n't. I won't have it--it's monstrous,
preposterous. You sha'n't go, I sha'n't go. But wherever we go we'll go
together. We'll stand them off. Then if they can take us, let 'em. You
make a coward of me--a dastard. You've no right to. I'd rather die."
"Listen," she chided, her hand grasping my sleeve. "They would take me
anyway--don't you see? After they had killed you. It would be the worse
for both of us. What can you do, with one arm, and a revolver, and an
unlucky woman? No, Mr. Beeson (she was firm and strangely formal); the
cards are faced up. I have closed a good bargain for both of us. When you
are out, you need say nothing. Perhaps some day I may be ransomed, should
I wish to be. But we can talk no further now. He is impatient. The
money--you will need the money, and I shall not. Please turn your back and
I'll get at my belt. Why," she laughed, "how well everything is coming.
You are disposed of, I am disposed of----"
"Money!" I roared. "God in Heaven! You disposed of? I disposed of? And my
honor, madam! What of that?"
"And what of mine, Mr. Beeson?" She stamped her foot, coloring. "Will you
turn your back, or----? Oh, we've talked too long. But the belt you shall
have. Here----" She fumbled within her gown. "And now, adios and good
luck. You shall not despise me."
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